out out out !

off to edinburgh for new years..


taa !

an old flame

70% done..

i've always liked vector art, just that i've never knew how to do em .. after reading up some tutorials on the net.. this is what i've come out with..

though its only partially done .. half of it looks fine.. whilst the other looks like i need looooaaddss more practice.. non the less, gimme abt another 2 weeks of this.. and i'll prolly get some decent artwork done..

will prolly finish up the whole picture later on ..

and noww.. i've got the urge to purge!

till then ! ;D tata

twas much scary back then..

stephen king's IT was on the tele last night.. but alas.. it didnt live up to my expectations..

mind you, this was the movie that made me crept into my parent's bedroom for 5 days straight when i watched it as a kid.. it didnt help either that i watched it with my sister on a stormy night with the lights off.


it was scary since stephen king turned a funny and goofy idol of kids into a monster.. it was pure genius! though after watching it again yesterday, the storyline didnt quite make sense .. then again there were quite a few parts which they cut .. probably because of that the finesse of the whole horror wasnt quite there.

what has happened to all the good ol scary movies?

nothing seems to be that scary anymore. even asian horror flicks are getting rather cliche with the ghost appearing white with heavy eye liners and creeping down from the attic. its getting so common its not scary anymore..


oh hello there. creeping under my sheets are you? mind keeping it down abit, am trying to get some shut eye here.. cheers.



ghost stories now lack a certain substance. though i know i am non the wiser in writing horror plots. but with western horror either showing too much graphics(cgi) or no ghost at all. whilst the asians make ghost who just have too much eye make up.

bah. i think i'm rambling now. haha.

off to do work now. tata.

444

my last post marked my 444th post.. sweet digits huh?

anyways, yesterday was boxing day or 'hari tinju' according to the lads.

woke up at 6 and drove up north to cheshire oak retail outlet.. the biggest factory outlet store in the UK and man they werent lying, cus it was just massive !

this year is a lot better than last year.. since i get to spend more without feeling like i need to starve myself .. heh.

bought a 2 shirts, a polo t, a t shirt and a jersey.

was good all in all.

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hrmm..

had an interesting experience last nite when i was about to doze off..

it was weird and a lil scary ..

like i've always heard about when people fall asleep, that sometimes they are in this state of a dream(or half awake..) that they feel flattened by another being. that they can feel being themselves being pressed hard to the floor(or bed in most cases) and that when they try to wake up they cant..

i think i sorta had that feelin last nite.

though it gets more interesting, first i dreaming .. cant really remember about what.. but then i felt the need to wake up. but i cant, my body would not permit, it just wouldnt listen.. after quite some time of fighting to get up. i finally did manage to get up.. i looked around my surroundings and notice that everything was still the same..

so i went over to my table, sat on the chair and started writing.. dont ask why was i writing cus i dont know myself. then later i realize that i was back in bed.. this time .. with the pen in my hands.

like i dreamt of waking up, then when i really woke up the pen was in my hand.

my subconscious was telling me that this wasnt real, that i had to wake up. so i fought harder to wake up..

it felt like i was pushing a boulder off me.

finally my eyes were open, i searched around .. for anything amidst.. perhaps that pen which i dreamt about..

nothing.

everything was in place.. i sat up looking around again.. trying to regain myself control whilst clearing my head of any doubt.

everything was in place.

reciting a few verses of the quran .. i closed my eyes again.

waking up to today.

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heeheehee. that some creepy stuff rite there i tell ya ! :D

anyways, off to shower now. byebye !

dunmatter

i feel like a jock in highschool for some odd reason. har har. man the if they only knew.. if they only knew..

they'd be scared shitless.

ho ho ho !

merry christmas to everyone !

nothin to post up today. didnt do anything interesting yesterday either.

perhaps tomorrow then, cus tomorrow's boxing day ! MUAHHAHA.

till then. tata ..

to my penjamin no 2

happy birthday sya :) may u have a good one.

when the road ahead seems unclear

often people make their decisions on what they perceive would be the best option, even when most of the facts and figures are still amidst. yet once they've gone pass the part of decision making. half the time their chosen decision sticks with them completely. not wanting to change, probably stubborn to listen as well.

i always hated the idea of word of mouth, its biased and forever missing facts .. yet in this life. word of mouth is still one of the best mediums to communicate .. bleh!

but when news travels faster than bbc's live football telecast. i am dumbfounded to either feel angry or just let it roll. as people's presumptuous nature are just plane idiotic and baffling, letting it dissolve sometimes can be fun ..

but i know their intentions are kind and good in nature. so who am i to judge and say no.

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seems like theres more to this sub plot b character ..

'i want to, but i cant, i shouldnt, i wouldnt, i wont.. i wont, i shouldnt, i wouldnt, i cant .. i wouldnt, i cant, i wouldnt , i wont.. i shouldnt, i wont, i cant, i wouldnt, i cant, i shouldnt, i wont, i couldnt.. i cant, i shouldnt, i wouldnt, i wont.. i shouldnt, i wouldnt, i wont.. i wont .. i wont.. '

r&b habis!

a single red rose to keep her warm .. :)

pendulous threads

dudududu.. i;ve lost my touch at glam introductions. ahah. so i'll just start by saying, this years winter is coooooolldddd.. even now the temperature is about 1 degree or sumthing and it'll decrease as the sun sets .. in about 3 hours !!

so anyways, just a few pictures i took using my n95 :) raw like sushi



oh since christmas is around the corner, some of the locals here went absolutely mental in decorating their house. mind you the pictures a pretty low quality(taken using n95 again) cus i rarely bring out my s3is anymore .. i know its just moaning at me at this very moment.


pretty pretty lights.

anyawys, off to do some work now. lates :)

back from the dead

hello!

i'm back, it has been a while. yes, yes it certainly has. uni life has been tremendously hard and blimey time really passes quickly when you've got tonnes to do.

anyways, UK is pretty cold now gettin an average 0 celcius degree's half the time. its been like this for the past few weeks or so.. yes that also included the days when i stayed back in classrooms to study and come back at 4am absolutely freezing.


this was at 7 ish in the morning.

it was the morning of my C++ paper, determined hard work of continuous study till 4am and waking up again at 6.30am to continue since the paper was at 10.30am.

brilliant way to destroy your sleeping pattern and body, bad example on how to study effectively.

:P


this is the drug which most students here live on during study week, i reckon the shop on campus are makin a proper fortune from sellin these addictions. heh.

new theory:
genius's dont take coffee nor caffeine drinks.

confirmed when 2 of my most brilliant friends(mind you one from mechanical and another from EE) cant take coffee nor caffeine.

whilst me;
after the 3rd can of redbull, can still doze off easily.

okay probably best not to say that i'm stupid, but i reckon the brain works better in sponging information when it doesnt have any coffee nor caffeine. both elements of which i NEED during exams. hahaha.

oh well.

had a 3 day leadership course straight after my papers.

it was pretty good actually, minus the biggest screwup on the final and most important task. found out a few things about myself, that i'm an introverted thinker. my idea's do come when i'm alone and thinking by myself.

but the course also rekindled some memory's of handing groups on big tasks. we had this fella on our group, he was such an arse to deal with. he literally had a comment for every single thing we did. plus it wasnt exactly constructive comments, more towards, 'heres my idea, all yours are rubbish!' even when everyone else had agreed on the best solution.

anyways, i know this post is still lacking that extra zest. i'll find it soon enough. gimme time and i'll make sure i get my hits back :)

till then bye!

revival

i promise to revive this sad empty white space called blog of mine.

as you can imagine, truckloads of misfortune and boring uni issue's happened over the past 3 months.

1 more paper to go. then its hoorah?

no no no nooo.. its project project project time..

yes. i have no life. believe me, i know how sad i sound. even i wouldnt call me out anymore.

anyways, till then. or sumthing. bye

boohoo

arsenal lost. :(
2 more papers to go. Must score!

Bye!