boxing

sorry.. really sorry for the super late update..

been caught up with bumming around.. hahaha.. yeaa. i know..

anyways, i just formatted my pc and its noww.. runningg a tad big faster than it used to .. so i'd reckon pictures will be up soon..

bear wit me yea.. ;D

anyways. its boxing day today.. and i just spent like 50 quids..

eeeep..

im running low on cash already...

finallyyyyy

its overrr!! exams are overrr !!

and it feels like spm all over again!!

hoorahhh!! yippieeee ! the burden's off !

noww time to partyyyy and complain abt boredom in 2 weeks timee !! hahahaa.

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so in good faith of a good time, my mates and i planned to go to the club yesterday. mind u, i havent actually been in there yet.. been busy wit tonnes of stuff. ;p

then .. yadayada yada..

finished my exams at 6.30.. got back to my floor.. had some quick food.. bathed.. said goodbye to a few flatmates who's going back.. pfft. then got ready .. :)

said on the ticket, the party starts at 9pm. but as it is pretty much the same culture here and in msia.. people dont really come at 9pm. here they get pissed/wasted first then come for the party. so yea, i went to my mates place and we were waiting for a few others.. apparently they were at the nearby house getting drunk.

so we went there to see em, unwillingly.. had to join em in playing spin the bottle .. with only me and another mate sober. rest of em were pretty pissed/wasted. i stood there like 5 minutes, suddenly.. the bottle pointed to me..

oh crap.

then it pointed to another girl.

shite.

now what?

'SNOGG! SNOGG! SNOGG!'

the fuck is a snogg?

so not wanting to be a spoiled sport, i leaned over.. then i found out what a snogg was. fuckin hell, her tongue was all over the place. tasted of cake as well.. bleak!

oh well. spin the bottle is classic man. old school shite!

so after much spinning.. and a couple more snogging. euck!

we finally left for the club..

reaching there.. blimey, i've never seen a que like that before. it was really long ! it was like when tiesto was in msia at zouk or sumthing. shit long yea !

que'd and made friends wit the rest of the people who were queing as well.

when we stepped in, it was sorta like a mixed feelings. cus the club venue, is also used as a market on thursdays. haha. so it felt like were going to buy some cabbages or sumthing with flickering lights and loud music.

the dance floor was pretty packed when we got there.. so we decided to roam about.. and look for a spot with good fongshui.. haha.

in the end, we still ended up at the dancefloor. ;p

dj for the night was scott mills a radio dj for bbc 1. i looked him up, but i couldnt really find what type of genre he spins. most of the article was about him being working for bbc 1 and him being gay.

not much help there..

here to clarify things, YES.

white man cant dance.

its true.

why? cus they're already pissed drunk when they got there. so obviously they wouldnt know shit whats going on the dancefloor. gah.

i got a bit irritated cus the dancefloor was really packed, with no room to move.. i ended up like 'standing, bobbing my head and turning left and right' dance. it got worst when the dj randomly changes the genre of the tracks. which totally fucks the whole tempo of everyone and literally causes a wave of 'elbow hitting head' motion.

oh and drunk white girls often just simply barge into the dancefloor. their like scrumming everyone in their way. i got thrown around for abit couple o times. stupid chubby cheese. gah.

but yea, the whole scene is totally different from msia.

dancing with random girls is more opened here. they let u join in the fun.. :)

well some of em. dont get dissapointed if u come to uk and it didnt work.

all in all a good load of fun, of mixing it out with em whiteys. a different scene with different styles. first time im hearing gnarlsbarkey's crazy being mixed with some gay disco tune.

sorry no pictures, cus my camera is just too bulky to bring in.

mebbe next time :)

cya !

2006 recap

finished another paper today..

sorta frustrated cus i know i could've aced it if i had an extra day or two before the exams and not stupid leadership course.

pfft.. but oh well..

anyways, got some spare time here..

realized that its already the end of 2006. blimey this year has got to be the fastest year evah.


cus it really just felt like yesterday i was celebrating new years...

oh well.. on the whole, this year was less as eventful as last year. i achieved less things this year, but non the less it was still significant...

here are a few bits of 2006.. mind you that my hard disc crashed in april, so i've only got stuff from june onwards...

february-june :

working as an event manager.. was really something. opened up my eyes on a whole lotta things abt real life.. how difficult it is to actually earn money and appreciating the people around you. cus when u start work, the people you work with become your family. you see em everyday 9-5.. well okay for me it was more like 6am - 10pm. but the experience was .. tremendous. it gave everything a new whole prespective which i believe everyone will experience it sooner or later when they start working life. its so much different from uni life. meeting datelines werent just about marks anymore, they now cost money!



june-july:

after you start work, do you then realize how little you actually see your friends and family. its quite an effort to call up people just to have that 5 minute chat when you start work.. slowly everyone drifts apart doing their own thing..

but that extra effort just to call out a few old friends was definitely worth while.


looking back, i'd honestly say that i've matured more towards the end of my teenage years. high school was a bore. but hey, it was fun when it lasted. hence how can u forget your ol highschool classmates.. whilst some have gone far far away and have hot been heard again since.. those who are still around.. ringing em up just for shits and giggles are shit loads of fun!


whilst the kiasu stay kiasu.. and compare salaries.. the lowlives however.. play dota day and night and complain of being bored.. esp this dude here.. HAHAHAHAHA

hahaha.. kidding kidding.. anyways, then calling ol friends whom have run away to other countries ..


august:

i guess what could be called the most significant event of my life would be my graduation .. cus for the first time evah that i actually achieved something. my spm was shit, this one however was hard work andd loads of sacrifices..

when i first started college u see, i made a promise to my mom.. that i'd try my best to achieve more than 3.5/4 and get into the deans list. though the first 2 semesters didnt go so well.. i finally managed to keep my promise during my last semester.. it was a huge moment for me to actually say to her, 'all this is because of you mom!, and i kept my word..' :)

all that couldnt of happen without the help of good friends..

it sort of felt like flying.. well in a short flight kinda way.. haha.

nearing september/september:
to be honest, it didnt actually dawned on me that i was going to be studying abroad till it was really near my departure date. i had to leave behind close friends.. old friends..

going to weird events together and having helluva time..

i didnt know sperm could grow that big ! hahaha.. kidding.. FHM Sexiest Women(sausage fest) party.
bongo family. party hard !

starting a new life abroad.. making new friends anndd starting a new family .. routine and what not.. was hard.. but hey.. its all worth while. lifes about challenges.. and hey.. being amongst strangers is a challenge.. let alone a strange country.. like the uk where u can find a wholee load of weird people.

october:

ironically, i found out that quite anumber of my school friends from like waaay back .. are in ukay as well.. so meeting them again and slowly regaining their friendship was good.. its not until you alone do you realize how important it is to have friendss. esp those boring nights..

first time around celebrating raya abroad.. its soo different. its soo minor and less festive, but hey i tried to make the best outta it.. hell i even cooked nasi beryani for like 100 people.. thats something innit? haha.
november- december:
i've never studied so hard in my whole life.. and yet.. things arent exactly going how i'd like it to be.. im still not used to the system.. sigh.. but hey.. imma keep on fighting.. for years to come!

will be sleeping late tonight...

cus tomorrow's test is gonna be harddd...

aaaanddd i only understand half of whats going onnn !!!

totally didnt help that this uni was so dumb to have a friggin leadership course right SMACK during exam week...

how bollocks is that ?!

anyways. 2 papers to go and then im on hoooliiiddaeeeyyyy!

its gonna be the first holiday away from homee .. yippieeee!!

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things imma do after the exams..

- play lotsa footie !
- play lotsa pro evo 6 !
- take tonnes of pictures !
- try to blog em. heeehee ! key word here is try. nyeh! :p
- go to london and chill wit a few londoners !
- try get tickets for footie game. mebbe chelsea? cus its friggin hard to get into emirates !
- take more photo's !
- party party party!
- party party party party!
- try new recipe's ! cus imma bored eating the same things after 3 months.. plus we're running outta stock.
- meet new people !
- anddddd loaaddsss moree which i cant think of now.. cus im too stressed abt exams..

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when i say stressed, i really do mean it..

example yea, before the exams.. my face was clear and smooth.. now its got potholes and friggin acne hills.. ugh ! uglehhh

yesterday was worst it came to a point i had migrain.. took some panadols and dozed off..

woke up this morning still had em .. pop'ed another panadol in.. good for now..

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anyways. boring rants. sorry abt that.

its exam week. pfft.

hurry upppppp.. ummppfhhhhh

non stop clicking

have u ever got so bored that u surfed the net for hours without actually knowing what ur looking for..

its like reading random facts and half of it doesnt even make any sense ..

blah.

cant wait for the exams to be overrrr...

hooliday come fast !

phewwww

today's paper was much better than yesterdays.. though i kno i did a few careless mistakes..

but hey, i loiked this paper muuuuchh bettah!

sooo to celebrate.. imma take time off for todayy... and enjoy the dayy..

and how u ask do i celebrate..

firstly by blasting tiesto's adagio for strings jus to piss my other flatmates!!!

HAHAHAHHAHAH!!!


FENG FENG FENG !!

it went something like..

CRAP.

thats how my exam was.

literally a huge pile of CRAP.

hurmph.

gotta study for tomorrow's paper now.

laa dee daaaaa...

its time !

exam starts in t minus 10 hours and 41 minutes.

wish me luck !

am i going crazy?

cus i just wasted 2 days of not studying at all!

well okay i did like an hour each. but thats it !

my brain stopped getting input.

THE HELL IS GOING ONNNN?!

another thing to waste time on

i find it weird that i tend to fill out surveys when i'm taking breaks from studying.. heehee

heres another one.. bored bored.

Year 2001

How old were you?
~ 16

Where did you go to school?
~ SMK Deeee Jayyyyyyy

Where did you work?
~ still a school kid wit absolutely no idea of how the real world was..

Where did you live?
~ Dee Jay !

Where did you hang out?
~ mamaks.. aaandd cyber cafe's.. hey it was the IN thing to do then..

How was your hair style?
~ absolutely fugly.

Did you wear braces?
~ ouhh yeaaa..

Did you wear glasses?
~ yess that too.. nerdy i know

Who was your regular-person crush?
~ oh i cant remember.. i think i fancied lotsa girls then.. hormones was ragin i tell ya

How many tattoos did you have?
~ pen tattoo's when subjects boring.

How many piercings did you have?
~ nope nope. non. my body was a clean and chubby !

What car did you drive?
~ naik beskal la weiii !

What was your favorite band/group:
~ lemme see lemme see.. mixture of really noisy rock aaandd itty bitty introduction of dance.

Worst fear?
~ i was young. whats there to fear..

Gotten drunk?
~ a huge no-no

Had you driven yet?
~ nope

Had you been arrested?
~ hurmm.. almost.

Had you been to a real party yet?
~ shit. i couldnt even go out after 8pm at the time.

Had your heart broken?
~ sorta but i reckon kiddie love doesnt count ey..

**HA HA HA!!! LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE
NOW !!!!!**
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Year 2006

How old are you?
~ 21 ..

What grade are you in?
~ 2nd year uni?

school?
~ Uni o' surrr-eyy

Where do you work?
~ stopped work to study.

Where do you live?
~ hometurf is still Dee Jay. current turf is Guildford

Where do you hang out?
~ whiterspoon bar & cafe ! for some kick ass 68p mocha with a cookie !

Do you have braces?
~ nope. lookin good

Do you wear glasses?
~ some days. looking finee!

Still talk to any of your old friends?
~ definitely, ol classmates, colleagues, homeboi's all of em.. i keep em all.

Who is your celebrity crush?
~ celebrity? i dunno. pfft. jessica albaaa yo!

How many piercings do you have?
~ one on each ear. gangster la kononnn..

How many tattoos?
~ takde. nada. tak boleh. cannot.

What kind of car do you have?
~ used to drive muh spankin red honduhh accord.. aand my dad's perdana. shit i miss that car.

What is your favorite band/group?
~ Paris Hilton. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!

What is your biggest fear?
~ failing. losing precious people that i know... hurmm

Have you gotten drunk?
~ still going strong!

Have you been arrested since if so how
many times total?
~ haha. ironically nope.

Has your heart been broken?
~ ouhh yeaa.. broke, ripped, torn, smashed.. i've felt it all now. but hey. it made the who i am today.

6 days left

yep.

i've got 6 days left before my exam starts.

i've covered one subject so far. hopefully covering the 2nd one tomorrow.

realized that i cant study in groups. cus i tend to yap or bug others, what works for me is to study in maybe 2's or 3's at most. but most of the time i have to study myself.

like yesterday.

i was quite amazed how much i could actually get into my head if i really concentrated.

managed to do most of the maths question without any really huge prob. but i still need more practice.

irony was, 2 days ago i couldnt do half of what i did yesterday's math. haha.

i really hope i can do this exam well.

never been so scared before. SPM wasnt even this scary i tell ya.

guess i forgot how much i could understand if i really concentrated. heh heh. like last year, when a friend of mine gave me a crash course in micro processors.

i was the only one to get a distinction that semester for that subject. - unofficially.

then lecturers had to be a total whore and crossmarked my assignment and i got a merit only. what a bitch.

anyways. my brain cant take anymore input..

so i reckon imma do some light note taking and relax.

its a friday night afterall..

must maintain calmness.

cheers

gone gone

just got back from london.

went to see muh cousin.

was good.

but in a way i felt i lost a day's worth of studying.

cus im way too tired now to do any studying...

its already 12.

i think i'll hit the sack soon. wake up early tomorrow and concentrate really hard.

getting scarier by the day.

i havent covered enough yet.

ugh.

i hate my procrastinative self.

nor do i want to overstudy like a singaporean friend of mine. who studies like 17 / 24 hours. which i think is craayyzehhh..

cus if i was to do that.. i'd go bonkers. smack a fuse or sumthing.

erghhhhhh..

cutest lil words

finishing my first round of studying math. decided to take the afternoon off.

with all the stress .. i decided to called her abit, but she was watching a movie and said she'd meet me online later..

when she was online.. she was really chirpy ..

:)

she even sent a voice recording which was soooo cute.

haha!

i saved the recording and she got angry.

:P

now i have a cure for boring nights ..

never fails to bring a smile on my face listening to it.

heeheeeeeee.

i feel all kiddish again. blehhhh

bad joke

i came back to my room just now to have lunch.. and coincidentally she was online.

it was all nice and fine.. till she joked about sumthing which i took as serious.

her: i'm a bi.
me: HAAA? ur not serious rite?
her: serious.
me: ur messing wit me..
her: really..
her: thats why i dont have a bf now..
her: cus i have a gf
her: later she'll get jealous...
me: err..
me: since when?
me: seriously dont kid about these things aight..
her: since like high school..
me: ouh..............
her: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

so she was joking abt it. but fuckin hell. those kind of things u bloody hell dont joke about!

in my mind it was already saying..
'fucking hell not again !!'

thats sucha mean prank. even if it is funny.

the funny-ness doesnt balance the evil-ness.

i couldnt think straight for like 10 minutes ..

sheeeeeesh!

taking a break from studying...

Layer ONE: On the Outside
Name: suffie G :D
Birth Date: 24th nov 1985
Current Status: single
Eye color: dark brown
Hair: Color: black
Righty or Lefty: right
Zodiac Sign: saggie-tayy-riouss

Layer TWO: On the inside
Your Heritage: melayu rabaks rocks kapaks
Your Fears: failing in life
Your Weakness: distractions.. from .. things ..
Your Perfect Pizza: meat-ish with extra saucee annd loads of cheese!

Layer THREE: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: shit what time issit?
Your Bedtime: never certain
Your most missed memory: seeing that cheeky lil smile of my nephew/niece + makin her smile

Layer FOUR: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: vanilla coke?
McDonald’s or Burger King: BK for its burgers, MCD's for its fries
Single or group dates: i fly solo.
Adidas or Nike: NIKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Lipton tea or Nestea: nestea?
Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla chocolate ! haha. k fine choc
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino.. till i was told that it has the MOST concentrated coffee content. sheesh!

Layer FIVE: Do you
Curse: not so often :P
Take a shower: once in the morning and once at night. :)
Have a crush: there'll always be one.
Think you’ve been in love: been there? yep. lost it? yep.
Go to school: yessss
Want to get married: when the time is right.
Believe in yourself: most of the time
Think you’re a health freak: i'd reckon imma pretentious one. cus i just cant be arsed to live a routine life.

Layer SIX: In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: nope.
Gone to the mall: yep. window shoppin for brokes
Been on stage: yea. but i just stood there. me mates did the presentation. haha !
Eaten sushi: nope. would love to though..
Dyed your hair: mebbe the coming month?

Layer SEVEN: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: yeap. got bored.
Changed who you were to fit in: so happens that i changed quite alot over the past 5 years.

Layer EIGHT
Age you’re hoping to be married: 30?

Layer NINE: In a Girl/Guy.
Best eye colour: light brown / purple? :D
Best hair colour: i loike blondes, redheds, brunettes and black. haha! kay fine black then
Short or long hair: middle?

Layer TEN: What Were You Doing.
1 minute ago: was studying. had to take a break.
1 hour ago: 'Double heterodyne has 2 IF frequenciess.. 2 local oscillators..' yep STUDY!
4.5 hours ago: on msn with friends from msia :)
1 month ago: figuring out if im doing the right thing ..
1 year ago: in the midst of finishing my hnd !!

Layer ELEVEN: Finish The Sentence
I love: the way she laughs, her eyes and her pouty lips. :)
I feel: that i need more time to adjust
I hate: my bad habit of procrastinating!
I hide: my feelings.
I miss: mom, dad, sisters, nephew, niece, mates back in msia, her and playing footie in the afternoon sun !
I need: a clear state of mind to study for my FINALS !!

traa traa

hello lovely's and gents,

first of all..

thanks to those of you who wished me a happy birthday..

for those of you who forgot.. may you burn in hell for all your sins !

haha. okay im just kidding.

cut to the chase;

at 12 midnight, a knock came from my door and then later a head popped through.

with a huge grin, my mate says happy birthday.

so i went to see who else was around..

first i only saw 2 of em.. then suddenly someone pulled my hand and i was forced to go outside.

SMACK!

i've been egged!

crap!

so yea, went to clean my hair.. then to the kitchen where everyone was waiting..

centre of the table was a cake.

and on it was..

'tiramisu'

haha!

ate the cake, was really nice.

then one of my ol mate tossed a box at me.

opened it and .. traaa !

a LAVA-LAMP!

yeayyyness !

ironically, i had this hunch that he was gonna get me that lavalamp. haha ! and hey it was true !

so yea.. now my room is sexy and groovy !

i'd post pictures of it but then it'll spoil the groovyness ;P

now all i need is a technicolor potrait of myself in 4 colors on the wall. hell yea. groovy baby !

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mum called like at 9am, woke me up. chatted for abit. =)

then i thought i'd try my luck calling her. she picked up! was so pleased, buuutt i had a hunch that she'd forgotten abt my birthday as well cus she didnt text me or anything. she was saying sorry for quite abit. told her it was alright. :) she was out at the time, so only managed a 13minute call. but it was good enough. felt like ages since the last time..

its a slow celebration but i hardly celebrate birthdays anyways.

imma happy.

tick tick tick

psst!

its gonna be midnight soon !

:)

cud it be?

i've been feeling a tad bit discontented lately.

partially its cus of my lab project partners are total lazy fuckheads and perhaps its the stress of coming exams.


i went to check my bank balance just now, withdrew some money and the balance showed;

"Balance: 53.72 pounds"

eek!

so tomorrow i'll be heading out to heathrow early morning to go visit my unc to get some dough which my mom gave him to pass it to me.. :)

on other random matters;

i had a hard time to sleep last night. partially cus the floor upstairs was having a party or sumthing, blasting songs so loud that it felt like i was staying underneath a disco or sumthing.

plus i had like tonnes of other things on my head.

mates here are slowly planning a winter trip.. but i dont think i'll be following em, thinking of getting a job and earning some money instead. i dunno. guess we'll just ahve to see what happens now ..

hurm hurmm..

anyways. i gotta go now.. busybusy work work. study study

workspace

so since i'll be studying now most of the time.. tot i'd let u guys see my workspace. theehee..

yep yep thats how my desk looks like.. see those speakers? i just got those on monday. well actually i cud've got em sooner but it was stuck in the distribution centre(we call em customs) on campus. haha. logitech x230. bought em for 27 quids. worth every penny, cus the sound is just marvelous.

now i wake up in the morning with good tunes in my head. tunes of paris hilton and justin timberlake ! yes yes ! songs that go - hey wanna shag? haha. kay mebbe not.

and this is me, trying to look really good while studying. theehee. see my hairs long now. soon enough i'll be able to tie it up. and look really gay! but i dont caareee ! its my hairr.. nye nye booboo blekk :P~
okay enough kiddie games. off to continue studying now. tata

bsuybusybusy

dumdumdum !

it has arrived that time of the year again !

where i whine till all of you get bored of reading this blog. yepyep.

its study season again. its mid novembah and soon enough will be my first finals in the yeww kaayyy.

but things are changed now.

suffieaee is studying hard.

studystudystudy everynight. but then agian i just started. so.. i've yet to master anything.

HEHE !

to make my life even more entertaining, i've also been hecticly filling up application letters for summer placements. yep so that i dont have to see people like krystal .. hhahaha !

kidding.

no. its cus i'm a futurist, constantly thinking about the future. that the future is no longer the future but the past. though its shit and i've no idea of what im talking about.

okla. cus it'll be good for the experience and career wise. bleh.

trat-tat-tat-tat!

off to do some work now..

heres a superb question for all of u's..

which would u have...

"CAKE OR DEATHH!?"

msiaaaaaaa!

midway having a mindblock while doing some assignments, i decided to surf around ..

surfin through my daily visited website - soccernet.com, i was quite suprised to see news about Malaysia in one of their news.. clicked it straight away..

Focus on Asian Cup, not Man Utd, AFC warns Malaysia

hahahahhaaa. why am i soo not suprised !

typical malaysian with their united fancy.. pfft !

just look at em

HOW CAN I NOT WANT TO GO BACK HOME .. LOOK AT WHAT IM MISSING OUT !
IM SO GONNA BUY TONNES OF GIFTS FOR EM WHEN I HEAD BACK FOR SUMMER NEXT YEAR.. IF NOT I'LL MAIL IT TO EM.. I DONT CARE !

JUST LOOK AT EM !


I FEEL SOO UMPFFHH! I SOO WANNA PINCH THOSE CHEEKS !

THE BOYS NAME IS AQEEL AND THE GIRL IS ISABELLA!

I LOVE EM BOTH TO BITS !

I SOO HOPE MY KIDS ARE THIS CUTE!

OH AND AQEEL IS A REAL NAUGHTY BOI ... HAHA. CAN SEE IT FROM HIS FACE INNIT?



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SORRY FOR THE CAPS.. I SAW EM PICTURES AND JUST MADE MY DAY.. :):):):):):)

everyone has their own devil

i've been helping out close friends with their personal issue's lately. sort of funny, cus really i dont see myself as a person who gives out good advice. haha. cus we all know what comes outta my mouth is half nonsense. but hey, if it helps. it helps.

i havent been taking pictures lately, my camera's collecting dust on the table next to my bed. i want to, but somehow i dunno.

im not myself.

i need to study, but i find it hard and tend to watch movie's instead. which is bad.

its not that im homesick. im not really, well okay yea i do miss my mom, dad, family, niece and lads back at home.. but im okay wit the fact that im here for a reason. not like my singaporean mate who's going back for winter. bleh! plus he'll only be back here when term starts. booo! mommy's boi!

finding it abit troubling waking back to my room at night, thinking of what to do next. though i can already hear my parents screaming 'STUDY!' at my ears.

im still guessing that im like this cus i've started life here wit her to motivate me daily. but now she's not there anymore and im still finding my way to put that into prospective. to think that a few days ago i was telling a friend of mine to move on. here i am, still stuck even after a month.

there are times when my rooms messed up. sort of represents how my mind is. heh.

doo doo dooo..

guess what i need to do is to get myself all sorted out.

priorities suff.. priorities !

oy.. i tell ya being a student is tougher than work !

bodos

quote of the day:

"mommm.. i'm sick and i dont feel well.... i need a blow job... not from youuuu.. call the girl next doorr.. "

laughing-laughing..

suddenly.

incoming call: MOM!

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fucking hsmates. haha. gotta love em crappy jokes.

bosan

i was bored. so i did this. was suppose to do some lab reports. but ughh! feel so lazy. plus i wasted like 2 weeks worth of studying cus of notts games and this stupid lab project. gotta buck up.. gotta pull my socks up.

anyways. questionaire. ripped from another blog :D

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notts games

becus im a self obsessed cunt who looks good on camera and u bloody know it ! HAHAHAHA

ladies pls feel free to leave me ur panties.. ooops i meant no for me to contact u .. hahaha.. :D

tataa !

fatigued

got back from notts on sunday at 1am.

was absolutely knackered .. body slowly ached. didnt really felt anything earlier on, but i guess adrenaline was still pumping .. by the end of the day i was walking wit a slight limp. heh. left knee hurt abit.

the journey back was all so long. cus everyone was so tired. i was the co-pilot, hence i had to keep the driver awake.. by the last 20 miles i had to punch him in the arm to keep him awake. last 5 meant smacking his head abit. haha. was funny, but hey, it was whats needed to keep him awake.

reached my room and landed smack into bed. didnt felt a thing.

wokeup at 12.

body ached literally everywhere!

i moreless slept back the whole day sunday.

even today, my body still ached. slept again the whole afternoon. now im dead cus i got tonnes of work to do.

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anyways, my team got trashed. haha. but i already knew we didnt stand a chance. cus even the groupings were tough.

so yea, surrey didnt win anything.

haha!

met tonnes of people anyways. ol friends, new friends and lots more.

it was good. worth while i'd reckon.

but its just too tiring.

;D

anyways. theres more of em coming soon i guess..

cardiff games, sheffield games, heck even edinburgh games !

but i really dont wanna be the driver next time around.

tiring.. tiring..

pictures will be up later on, cus i didnt take any since i was in court most of the time. but my mate has a DSLR and he's been snapping away for quite a bit. so yea, when he uploads em. i'll post em up.

till then..

lates!

shite ive got soo much work ! argh !

c-c-c-cooolllddd !!

just yesterday i was blogging how i hated winter cus sunsets too soon...

well today i found another reason for hating winter ..

its bloody FREEZING !

i had to break out my winter jacket and mits just to go out..

they had some fireworks earlier on... didnt bring my camera.. HAHA !

i sooo suck at being a blogger, cus i cant be arsed to take pictures .. HEEHEE ! :P

let alone upload em for u readers.. muahhaha !

anyways. long day to come.. going to notts at 3am..

TATA !

SEJUK TELOR WEI!

translation:

FREEZING BOLLOCKS MAN!

winter in my heart

HAHAHHAHAA.

that title is so gay.

anyways.

winter is ... BOLLOCKS !

cus u know why? cus the friggin sun sets too bloody early ! thats why?! its only 5pm, i just finished class and hell it looks like its 9pm already. and its only the beginning i tell ya ! soon enough its gonna get dark at 3ish ! which is like .. afternoon? wattahell?

im sort off missing the sun, well not the heat.. just the sun cus i really just dont enjoy going out anywhere if its so damn dark ..

the temperature hasnt gotten to me yet, mebbe im getting used to being cold. its been alrite, just that the sun.. damnit the sun! i need the sun to be up!

gah.

i miss playing footie in the evenings now.. damnit.

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oh my room smells of onions!

cus thats like my daily intake for lunch these days..

no not just the damn onions u twats.. i had cheese and onions toast yesterday.. chicken burger with cheese and onions.. aandd.. toast cheese..

cus the toast machine is in my room, so that explains why the onionish stench is stuck. i think i need a fan to get some ventilation going on in my room. if it doesnt freeze my bollocks first that is.

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exams are creepin up soon, i just started studying.. been slow ..

imma try catch up soon.

bollocks

you wanna know whats the best way to spoil a good morning?

having the university run a fire drill at 7 bloody am!

bollocks man!

thank god i was in tracks and not in the shower or sumthing.

fucking waste of time of sleep i tell ya !

ugh!

its gonna be not such a sweet day already i can tell...

a mediocre life

raya just went by a few days ago..

it was alrite.. nothing too fancy nothing spectacular..

woke up in the morning .. bathed and got dressed in casual clothes.. haha im sucha sour grape for not wearing raya clothes.. went to have a bite at the juniors house.. then off to class.. bummed in my room and then went for more free food in the evening..

tahts pretty much it ..

mild and mediocre celebration.. heck i wouldnt even call it a celebration.. haha.

but it was alrite.. i wasnt in the mood anyways.. was pretty much knackered up from travelling to london and back..

since malaysia celebrated raya a day later.. i called my mom the next day..

she didnt pick up.. the first 8 calls..

got a wee sad.. then tried calling my ex.. ya kno.. to whine.. haha.. but she didnt pick up as well..

after a few minutes my mom texted me and i called back..

as usuall, their out visiting relatives and stuff..

in away.. its not that i feel homesick .. but i've got so used to the fact that im here to study, so my minds sort of madeup that this enviroment is abt studying.. explains why i dont feel so festive..

heard that raya in london was really happening.. though im already quite bored of london. haha.

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but today my ex came online.. she sent me pictures and chatted for a bit..

now that made me feel festive..

as usuall, she looked smashing eventhough she was wearing last years raya clothes.

she said that her raya was good. lotsa company and very hectic.. but i could tell that she really enjoyed herself .. =)

in a way i was felt festive cus she felt festive and the fact that i havent talked to her in a while ..

i'd give anything to turn things around and spend raya wit her.

anyways.

fact that fasting is over sort off made me developed a stomach bulge!

tomorrow back to the gym!

Selamat Hari Raya

hello people.

its raya today. yeapyeap. u read that rite. UK celebrates Raya a day earlier cus we fasted a day earlier. heh.

its been a slow start to be truth. nothing fancy is going on.. everyone dressed nicely and all colors while i decided to be the sour grape and wear jeans. haha. cus im too lazy and i cant be arsed ..

anyways. trip to london for the weekend was good. totally enjoyed myself though i cant say that abt my wallet, which is running dry .. eep!

some very very late pictures. haha.

this was taken quite some time back actually. i think now the color is much nicer. but haha lazy to go back down to that place just to take more pictures ;D


in the spirit of healthy living and active sports. i bought footie boots ! welcome to the family ! gotta say though, after such a long time not playing field footie.. i feel really out. haha. anyways..
those are the only boots imma wear for 3 years to come. heh! hopefully it'll last me that long..

this is my mate, idzwan. crashed his crib for the week. a very old friend. we sort of lost contact during highschool cus he moved houses.. but even wit that gap in the middle. were still good friends. haha.

oh and he used to have straight hair during primary school.. suddenly now he has a sortoff curly + fro ish hair..

a picture of him playing footie. ronaldinhooooo~! nah.

what made me go down to london for the 2nd time .. in 2 weeks .. is cus of this mate in the middle, aiman. he came down as well for the weekend all the way from stafford. its sort off like a gathering of old friends. peeps from back in the hood. which was totally wicked, cus most of us havent actually changed alot.

saturday aiman had to leave.. cus he had some work to do..

saturday night, idzwan's collegemates decided to visit his crib.. thus almost 20 people were hanging out in a tiny room. ahhaa. it was really packed but wit good company.. :) met loads of new friends. whom i shall be seeing more off soon hopefully.

DJ doing his thang.. looking for record stores.. that behind there is Nickie Blackmarket. and if im not mistaken.. those 2 kids behind the window are Goldie's Kids.

BELIEVE THAT!

hah.

alrite. off to go curi some food ..

raya raya ! people !

lastly,

Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims.. Let us Forgive and forget the past and enjoy whatever that awaits us :)

cheers !

the pansy talk

tomorrow a fellow senior is gonna board a plane back to msia for good..

thus in good relations, i went over for just to spend some time anndd for the free food. haha.

gotten some really good advices and some free stuff which will be usefull later .. ;) i soo felt like being on Oprah cus they kept on interviewing me personal stuff, thinkin its alrite to be open for a bit. i spilled some bits of my personal life to em ...

she just kept on laughing at me when i told em about my previous relationships. in her very words;

'whats the point of getting together if u guys arent serious?!'

at which i pondered for abit. then replied;

'are u maadd? getting in a serious relationship at this age?! im not crazyy ! aanddd i dont plan to get married that soon! hah!'

well perhaps i cant be arsed to start serious. like wtf for anyways? it hasnt done me anything good yet. its all gone to shambles for the past .. let seee.. 7 years? plus im only 21. which is utter crazy to go serious.

guess her point of view is based on someone's who's gonna get married soon.

but its kinda funny though.

serious at 21?

would you do it?

are u mature enough?

nope not me.

mmmmm

so what does a boi do to heal himself in a cold cold country with such dodgy weather..

he eats chocolates ! hahhahhaa..

where can u get a whole pack of cadbury choc's for only 1 pound! weeeeeeeeeeee~!!

ok fine, mebbe its like 7 ringgit. but dont convert la dey... imagine buying a whole pack for 1 ringgit.. isnt it .. LOVELY?!

man i tell u the amount of cookie's, chips aandd chocolate.. mmmmmmmmm

yepyep. the 3 C's of sinners. cookie's,chips and chocolate.

im sooo gonna grow fat!

but no worries. i'll excerciseeee!! yepyep!

for now... its cadbury mini rolls and walkers cheese & onions. yummmmm~!

oh and coke zero(no sugar)!

lets make it 4 c's then, cookie's, chips, chocolate and coke !

hahahahhahhahahaha.

u can see that im sugar high already.

weeeeeeeeeeeee...

tata!

immunity

i never realized how shitty is my immunity system till i got here..

this is the second time i've gotten a flu since i got here.. and its not even funny anymore. at first yea it was all fun and giggles, laugh at the boi who went jogging in shorts. i know.. but now.. its soo fucking annoying that i'm starting to hate the cold.

argh..

i now know that i am a true asian. i need the sun. i need to sweat. and i bloody hell hate this flu..

fucking hell.

fasting doesnt help either. im hungry. im cold. and fucking hell this running nose is sooo annoying !!!

crap!

im all cranky! not to mention whiney.

i feel so girl.

ugh! somebody pass me a vibrator!

oh gloomyy dayyy

heyya.

back in msia.. when it rains, it pours. well yea.. apart from that, it gets colder and it really makes u wanna stay in bed the whole time.. tendency for traffic jams, delays and missing classes increase significantly. why? cus its raiininggg.. and the bed is calling.. haha.

well now, try having that most of the week. it gets boring after abit.

its been raining here for the past 2 days.. well it stopped for abit, then it rained again..

i was forced to wear my winter jacket early. haha. cus i felt ghetto and well... im a malaysian, wouldnt wanna freeze my ass off.

according to bbc, today will mark a significant drop in temperature, cus of yesterday pour.. its gonna be as low as 9 degree's today. tomorrow it can go down to 8 degree's ! sejuk deyy!

anyways. heres how the view(minus the huge dump which i cropped out) looks like from my room. the rain drizzled and i saw the sun ! yay for sunshine!


after staying here for abit.. u kinda miss those sunnydays which u could actually wear shorts out and not have ur leg hair stand up.. ;D

anyways.

marking my arrival here in the uk, one of the most expensive thing i bought so far.. was my new hp.. well i didnt actually buy it, it came free with the line but i had to give a 200 pound deposit first. which totally burnt a hole in my pocket.. eep!


yep ladies and gents; thats a pda. its the Xda Mini S by O2 to be precise.


one of the few bits which made me sooo want to have it was the slide out qwerty keyboard. weeee. makes texting such a breeze and funfun! havent actually toyed with it fully .. cus it didnt come with a mini sd. which is such a pain, cus now i gotta go buy a mini sd card. techie gadgets are slowly annoying me. bah!

the guy at o2 was also nice enough to give me a free bluetooth headset wit it.. which makes calls easier .. no more oily touch screens after phone calls.. anndd the voice quality isnt as good as nokia's but thats what the headset's for! :)

i was jumping like a kid on christmas morning when i first got it, cus i was able to call back msia whenever i wanted.. few days later, shit hits the fan.. thus i wont be making that much of calls like i tot i would.. bleh!

hurmm.. i suddenly realize that i have too many electronic stuff around.. i feel soo technosexual.. or should i say geeky. but its all good, i am after all taking electronics engineering :D

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hopefully the rain slows down so i could go for a run later.. cus im boorreddd !

not again.

there comes a part in everyone's life where we have soo much high hopes on one particular thing. we tell ourselves everyday how it'll gonna be, the planning so meticulously, the idea so divine.. till a point where we could actually taste that dream as a reality..

then.. reality just has to do what it does best, brings u back down to earth. smack front first, face into the ground.

i hate it.

but why does it happen so often these days?

is it my fault that i build so much hope till i'm lying to myself?

or has reality been really harsh to me lately?

im lost. im in denial. ive lost my self-belief. i'm back to where i was last time.

and it doesnt help that i have a depressive nature which i cover under fake laughs and exterior smiles.

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i've lost it.

i give up.

this time around i dont know if selfhealing would work on these wounds.

ive had enough of the terms of 'can we just be friends'.. if i had the power, i would sentence each and every man women or child saying that verse into a life of imprisonment in an asylum. let them think of what those verse actually mean.

yes. take it maturely u might say.

but how often is a relationship mature. we whine and toss and turn about those ittybitty things which are just soo utter pointless. but we still do? why? cus we want the attention. well ur getting all the attention u want. wtf else do u want?

i refrain to build hate towards u after all we've been through..

but i think i deserve the right to feel frustrated ..

take ur space.

since u want it so bad.

cold inside out

i woke up today to the coldest morning ever since i've been here.

as i curled myself underneath the warm duvet covers, slowly opening my eyes to have a look at the clock.. 7.40am.

i promised someone that i'd call .. so i did just that. only to have a short chat, during which i was neither the limelight nor least of their attention.

hung up.

dazed into the ceiling.

the wind got colder.

im starting to hate today.

a slow start

hie guys,

really sorry i havent been updating for a long time..

i'm still alive, yep.

guess i've been stuck for abit from all the ittybitty problems which turns out pretty major.. heh.

i guess what i'm trying to say is, yes. i've been here for a month already. i've been to london twice. visited all the must visit sites in london, cept the clubs(that i'll visit when i have money :D) .. but..

i havent actually started living like how i'm suppose to..

somethings been holding me back of late. sadly half my heart's still back in msia.

no i'm not homesick..

no i dont weep thinking abt msia..

but cus there are some bits of my better half which hasnt settled yet. its kinda confusing and pretty much holdin me back from the whole living the moment thingie ..

rationally the thing to do is move on, yet knowing who i am; i dont move on emotionally matters as quick as i do mentally.

i'm trying to get that settled. which i hope will come to some ultimatum quick. cus it disturbs my sleep .. which is bad i guess.

this week would be the actuall start to living for me, cus i've settled the bank issue's, done'd my phone line and my new SD card is coming in soon.. so expect more camwhoring and more rants soon. plus a close friend of mine will be flying here as well. which is awesome news for me..

i hate this confusing state.

but then again; its moments like this i know who i am and how i make myself stronger.

lates.

an old bug

i dont know whats gotten into me today..

i feel down.. and im not sure why i feel this way..

perhaps its the fatigue from todays 6 hours labs..perhaps its the stress of yesterday.. perhaps this is the way i feel homesick..

i dont know..

but problem is.. i felt this way before when i was malaysia as welll.. so it cant be the homesick..

hurmmm doo bedoo...

perhaps there are just a few things which are missing at the moment and i havent had the time to grasp what it iss... hurrrmmmm....

anyways.. gotta go cook dinner now..

missing the wifey back at home ;( .. ishh.. trah

the inefficiency of British fuckheads

you know..

before coming here.. no thats not right.. coming here.. i was enthusiastic.. i was thrilled.. heck i was in admiration towards em british.. how their pound sterling was sooo fucking high in value.. how english football is sooo publicised even when they keep on fucking up in worldcups and such..

but hey.. brits are greeatt.

here i am.. taking a flight to UK! yep say it with mee.. yewwww kaaayyy..

see it even has a certain flare to it which makes people go

'wowww.. you;ve got money to be in the yewww kaayyyyy...'
*motherfucker must be rich..

then comes the thought of studying in the yewww kaayy..

'my oh my.. this chap must be brilliant.. he's gonna get a degree in engineering from the yewww kaayyy.. '

okay yea.. so i reach the yewwkayy.. everything fine and dandy. register for class yadayadayada..

then when lecture starts.. the lecturer goes on and on and onnn... spewing all kinds of 'information' which by the end of the lecture, he concludes the formula of finding impedance..

oh gawwwddd.

whilst i looked around in astonishment at howw interesting the conclusion might be for the rest of the students.. they all look like their either sleeping or drawing lil cute chipmunks on their paper..

he concluded a formula which i learned in like 5 minutes whilst getting my diploma..

and he bloody took an hour!

fucking hell!

kay. so scrap that.. brits are detailed fucks. Yippiee for them!

come today;

i opened my bank account last 2 weeks u see.. like IMMEDIATELY after i registered for my classes and stuff.. and according to them.. it'll take 3 days for the account to be open and another 4 days for the atm card to be out..

do be do be dooo.. i waited for the card to be out.. heck i even deposited money like TWICE into it..

then last week thursday i went to check if the cards out..

'sorry sir, your card's not out yet. it'll be out earliest either tomorrow .. but i'd reccomend u come and check again on say monday...'

alritey then. but i came and checked on friday anyways.. cus for those of u who've havent been in uk..

everything here is sooooo advanced.. that u NEED a bank account to live. cus they have a technology which soo supreme they call debitcards..

ooooooooooooOoOOOoooo.... such fancy gizmo they have!!

so yea, where was i.. yep friday..

'sorry sir, your card's not out yet.. it'll be out on monday or tuesday..'

ah rite.. sorry mate, i was just tingling with eagerness that i just haaad to check today.

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come monday..

'i'm terribly sorry sir, but i think the bank has got ur address wrong, cus ur card has been posted to u in malaysia.. would u mind filling up this change of address form? *smiles politely*'

*holds temper.. must maintain okay facee... rilekk chilll.. slumberr.. sabarr.. *

i was late for class anyways. so i couldnt exactly give him a piece of it .. lucky twat.

came back an hour later.. which by then.. the que was dreadfully long.. it took me 45 minutes just to get to the counter which was like i reckon 10 steps away..

yadayadaya...

'yes sir, according to our computer here.. ur card has been post to ur malaysian address.. would u have someone post it back to uu.. or do u want to make a new one..?'

bloody bastard even had the nerve to ask .. OBVIOUSLY i wanted em to make me a NEW one..

BODOHHHHHHHH!

so then, i gave em bits and cute lil pieces of my mind..

'sir your new card will be out by next friday ..'

why fuck you kindly for wasting my time.. cheers fuckhead.

another phase of waiting...

BODOH NYEEEE ORG PUTEHH NIIIIIII!!!! ARGHHHHHHHH

i knowww

hola people..

i know its been almost a week since i've updated ..

sucha lazy ass.. yes thats me. boohoo ;p haha

anyways. life is surrey is sloww.. well okay, perhaps i'm not exactly the person whom goes out partying and shags random girls at night which i'll freely post together with pictures to get you people entertained..

non the less... i'd love to do that.. just that i aint that kinda person. so anyhows.

nothing much happened lately...

cept my SD card died. which is totally shit. since i just bought it like 3 months ago and the fact that low yat is like i dunno? 20 thousand miles away from here or sumthing? god.. now i cant even take pictures..

gonna get a new SD card within next week.. and will be going back to london again next week. so hopefully by then i'll have pictures.. wokie dokie?

lotsa poserific really cannot handle pictures.. yea i know thats what all u people want..

boohoo.. haha.. oh also, downloading is omg l33t here i tell ya.. 3mb's per second.. BEAT THAT MSIAA!! haha.

toodles

utilitiess

doobeedoo.. i just got back from london..

well okay, i lied. i got back like few hours ago then i had to unpack and clean .. so yea. ;p

gotten all the utensils my sister left me, thats the main purpose of me going to london anyways for the weekend. didnt go shopping or anything. cus from the browsing i did, my gosh, i'd be broke in 2 secs if i did.. there wasnt any sale on .. so yea. winter sale it is !

in a day, it'll be a week since i've arrived here from KL..

monday
so far, things have been fine and dandy, cept lectures which goes on and on.. i already feel the need to refresh myself on lotsa things since lecture started. the first day was just plain chaotic, since registration was suppose to be on the 1st or sumthing, which i didnt attend obviously cus i only arrived on the 3rd .. it took me the whole morning to get registration sorted..

straight away after getting my welcome pack, it was straight to lectures.. gila wei ! it took a bit to get used to the english accent, since back home while getting my diploma it was all malay lecturers. all their 'wots' , 'leynearr' and 'labourotorie' .. but after awhile it was fine.

thank heavens for watching epl half time commentary - though half of what their saying is bollocks. but oy, did it help alot.

tuesday
was even worst, i had to do my lab which is 6 hours in total, 3 in the morning and 3 in the afternoon. i didnt have a clue wat was goin on, thus no preparations wat so ever. worst part was being assesed for it. lab work here is so much different from what i used to do, here u need to do like 10 pages of preparation, 5 pages of expected results and finally 5 pages of actual results.

how about that? crazy ey?

and i didnt do shite. cept get 1 part of the experiments results .. which i totally didnt write any lengthy comments like what the others did. surely low marks .. aieeeyy..

wednesday
i was free in the afternoon. thus a very last minute planning ended me up in guildford town itself. i didnt bring my camera .. sorry.

the town's not that bad.. since its said that surrey is kinda the posh province of london.. yep all those fancy scmancy londoneer folks live here or sumthing. so lucky enough, guildford has basicaly almost all the things i normally look in london.. theres fcuk, topshop, river island, saintsbury, tesco, jjb sports, boots and a whole lot more. so for a town thats about 20 minutes walk away. its pretty darn good. :)

thursday
was a long ass day with classes ending at 5pm. so didnt do much that day cept, planning for london visit..

friday
left for london at 11am, its been quite abit since last year so my sense of direction in london was kinda scratchy.. the lads wanted to visit MARA office which was in the same building as the Malaysian Hall. haha. coincidentally, first time in london itself and i've already been inside malaysian hall. ;p had friday prayers there..

by the time the lads finished with their MARA issue's. it was already late, we got to oxford street at 4.30pm and walked as much as we could .. didnt get anything, like i said nothing was on sale. everything was waaay expensive compared to the time i got here last summer.

5.30pm i left to meet usop to get my kitchen utensils which my sister left me.

he lives at manor house station which is right after arsenal station.. ;)

by the time i got there, he was still in london.. so while i waited for his call, i walked around finsbury park. which is soooo huge! i'm soo loving the green grass and cold winds .. it can really clear ur head when ur feeling stressed.

usop came at about 6.40 ish.. went up to his place and unwinded abit with some tele.. later went to meet some of the other malaysians who are studying in london.. dozed off at 1 ish.. knackered i tell ya.

saturday
since manor house is just a station away from arsenal station, i asked usop how far was it from his place to arsenal's new emirates stadium.. he said it was just about 20 minutes walk.. then he mentioned that arsenal had a store nearby as well.. he then asked me if i was interested in getting anything.. which i quickly jumped and said yea !

so off we trotted to the nearby bus stop, since we're lazy farts. then once on the bus, i looked out and was totally amazed to see the number of people wearing red and white arsenal jerseys. by the time i reached the arsenal store, it was just red and white. no other colors.

being first timers, i didnt have much money .. i thought some of the stuff would be cheap, sadly it wasnt. the jackets were priced at 40 - 60 quids which was waaay over my budget. so i continued browsing .. then i found ..


weeeee.. i got grass yo! haha. and its highbury grass.. and they cost only.. a pound ! :)

anyways. busy now. lates.

ahaaa!

hey guyss..

i was thinking of blogging how my week was.. but then i thought...

i'll blog ... after i come back from LONDON !

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

lates !

gila punya org puteh

you wanna know whats crazy beyong comparison?

being asked to do experiments on the very first day of class and be assesed for it.

RAPE!!

in the uk

hey guys. sorry for the super late update. been extra busy last few days before i left..

for those of you who still dont know.. i left malaysia already. theehee ..

anyways,

flight was okay only. the food was a lil too indian-ish for my flavour.. i'm okay with it, but if u keep on eating in flight curry .. it kinda gives u weird tastes. transited at bangkok for like 3 hours, nothing interesting goin on there. since its an ol airport and stuff..

arrived at heathrow at about 6.30 but i was stuck at imigrations till about 8 ish.. apparently all those travelling into UK must go to health control first.. lucky enough i was prepared, had my xrays and medical report done in msia.. so that didnt take long.. some had to wait ages i tell ya.

by the time i got to the baggage claim, my bag was already left aside ..

got my room key, had more curry like rice at some local stall then unpacked abit.

i'm happy with my room. its quite spacious, defineatly bigger than what i expected. haha. i just met a few of my floormates, i think my floor is a muslim only male floor. dang! cus theres like people from yunan, pakistan and some other country .. i totally forgot.

was busy the whole day since classes have commenced .. and i havent registered yet!

so i did that, got my id card which i look absolutely like shite. gotten my internet up and went to class.

i can tell u one thing, the brain is slow on intake when theres an absense of 9 months from studying. bloody hell, i really hope it gets better. heh. had class till abt 6pm just now, my timetable's packed as hell. just into my first class, we already have a project to do.. like okay, talk about not wasting any time.

students ere are pretty much a mixed bunch, with locals being the majority, then theres the paki's and china people. theres only a few msians here. so its kinda a close community.

class is at 9am tomorrow. going off to read the thick ass book i got from class.

gotta open a bank account tomorrow.. i think i'll be headin down to london on the weekend, might as well get my phone line by then. heh.

aights people. havent had the time to take pictures. will do so soon i hope. toodles !

you turn me on

gotcha!

the title has nothing to do with this post. booooo ! haha.

anyways. its 3 am. fuckin bored. just for fucks, heres a few surveys.

why? cus im fuckin bored and dont feel like typing anything moving. haha! ;p

Survey 1:

1. What is your second favorite song?
i dont even have a favorite one. oh well, if i had to choose; toploader - dancing in the moonlight. cus it makes me happy!

2. Do people ever tell you that you are cute?
hurm.. its either that or lame. like wtf rite?

3. When was the last time you ate peanut butter?
mmm sounds good. i'll eat that after this. last time wud be a month back?

4. What brand is your cell phone?
cheap ass nokia.

5. What were the last three CD's you bought?
web editor, ccna, farewell dinner cd. dull rite?

6. When was the last time you went to the mall?
last week ? lookin for flipflops

7. How many Tiffany & Co. items do you own?
i aint gay aight. get that.

8. Are you happy?
define happy.

9. What is the last sport you participated in?
futsal which busted my knee. mofucker !

10. Who is a celeb girl that you think is hot?
jessica alba ! whoa sizzlin yo.

11. Is your hair up or down right now?
waxed up.

12. Is there a song stuck in your head right now?
kindof

13. If so what is it?
killing pussy cat.

14. What's for dinner?
nasi la. what summore

15. Do you hate losing?
bloody hell yes. imma sore loser. i cant deal with losing.. get that.

16. What was the last item you ordered online?
jacket. lovin the courier service in uk!

17. What about the last item you purchased in a
store?
solution.

18. Who are you IMing with right now?
non

19. Are you a xanga or myspace person?
myspace. but i read xanga too.

20. Who's your daddy!?!
defineatly not u.

21. What was the last veggie you ate?
a whole lotta green stuff.

22. What are you unhappy about right now?
when people dont return ur calls.. arghh!

23. Are you scared of the dark?
nope.

24. When is your birthday?
24th nov

25. Do you have alot of friends?
i wouldnt say alot, sufficient yes, but i wouldnt mind havin more. ;)

26. What was the last song you downloaded?
JT - Sexyback yo! JT rox! haha

27. What brand is the shirt that you are wearing?
to sleep? anything comfy dude. why the branding?

28. Clothes or shoes?
depends?

29. Who all is in your house right now?
the whole family is in.

30. Do you say 'your mom!' alot?
wtf?

31. What is your favorite number/s?
17 dont ask.

32. Who was/were the last person/s you laughed
with?
my posse's ! reprezent!

33. Why did you laugh with these person/s?
its called 'cerite kote' or 'crap talk'

34. Did you play with cards as a kid?
who didnt?

35. Do you like Wendy's food?
i licked wendy clean. haha.

36. Do you like eating a lot?
explains the flabs now doesnt it?

37. Are you the tall one, the short one, or normal?
average here. short in uk.

38. Do you have a digital camera?
canon s3is .. my baby

39. What is your eye color?
dark brown

40. Are you into football?
hooligans !

Survey 2:

What do you like to be called?
suff


Gender?
male. duh


What would your parents have named you if you'd been the opposite gender?
dunno? sufya mebbe?

If you had a superpower, what would it be?
i wanna fly !


What's your favorite scary movie?
stephen king's - it! fucking clown. couldnt sleep for days when i was 8.

Not-so-scary movie?
scary movie? haha.


Scary movies: Watch them in the dark or with the lights on?
lights off; air conditioned; surround sound; special someone next to ya. :P


Favorite flavor of ice cream?
cookie dough n cream !


Ice cream: With toppings or plain?
plains good.


What do you like on your pizza?
lotsa cheese and sause with lots of toppings

Favorite TV show?
csi's good. prison break's kewl.


Favorite TV show when you were a kid?
transformers!


If you could own an exotic pet, what would it be?
chameleon.


If your life was a movie, what would be the theme
song?
i cant remember the title but the chorus went along like ' we were meant live for so much moree..'


What is/was your best subject in school?
science n math?


Worst?
history is SHITE. so was BM

Is the glass half-full or half-empty?
empty. bleh.


What's in the glass?
coke. cus i'm drinkin it now ;p


Be honest. Ever had a crush on a fictional
character?
nah. too fictional.


It's dark. You're alone. You hear a noise. Do you
investigate?
depends. if its a lil dodgy i'll just ignore it.

Why?
lets just say, there are things better left unnoticed

Do you have any weird talents?
must i have one?

Would you rather go clubbing or stay at home with
i'm up for anything these days.


How do you feel about labels?
like em, but not a necessity.

Would you rather ride a horse or an elephant?
ugh u sick fuck.


Do you fear clowns?
i think their groovy.


How do you feel about people ending their sentences with prepositions?
so?

Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings?
LOTR for the better costumes.


Do you read the last page of a book before you read the rest of the book?
if u mean synopsis yes. if not then no.

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hah! hope u enjoyed that! .. wtv.. bye !

bugger.

midway playing footie. a stupid cunt accidentally knocked my knee giving it a nice lil shake. suddenly an old sensation came about.

oh fuck.

i busted my knee again.

now it hurts like a real mother fucker.

godamnit i felt like giving the son of a bitch a nice smacking, not the first time the fucker did this.

now this is bad, gotta make sure this shit doesnt happen in UK ..

rehab starts 2 days from now. partially i think cus i havent been doing much of any excercising lately. thus i reckon em joints got rusty or sum shit like that.

better save my knee before i suddenly get like ACL injury or sumthing. now thats shit.

lates.

a silent moment

there are time when u just feel like talking. but things just dont come out.

cant put it in words..

dont know where to start..

by the time u find the right words, the moment has passed. ending up u keeping things to urself again.

hurm.

i guess i've grown too used to this feeling that i'm complacent wit it..

hate this.

last few days

tick tick.

its down to my last 2 weeks here in msia already. which i gues could be considered the last few days i have left.. =/ (haha the expression look so similiar to the pic)

i just cleared some stuff from my room. guess i'll be doing that for a bit, well till i leave. my bags already full. shit! my suits not in yet and some other stuff. but i guess i just have to stuff them ..

i really hope that heathrow doesnt impliment some stupid rule sayin no backpacks with laptops allowed. if thats so, then i'm so fucking screwed. my backpacks gonna be packed with my laptop, documents and camera. which i totally cant stuff into my checkin back already.

*cross ur fingers ey

went to see my ol boss for the past 2 days .. at first just to ask for a reference letter. ended up me doing some work.. helpin the ol fella out with clearing his store for 2 days straight. hella work man.

absolutely knackered.

but i got a free shoe for it. theehee!

my own nike free 7.0

yay. now i have a proper running shoe.

goin for lunch now. lates.

philosophical rubbish

so as we try with all our might to control our lives, to mold it as how we please. its still never in our grasp. we trip at our own legs cus of greed, we are imperfect and will always be. with the clock ticking at our every moves. we stop only when we stumble, oblivious to our surroundings when things are fine.

fools we are.

will we ever be differ?

-

im sick, well i have a flu .. it sucks.

least now i can actually taste my food. 2 days back it all tasted the same with the bad sore throat i had. now im just stuck to constant sniffing.

helped out my previous boss earlier today. after 2 months of not working, bugger it suddenly feels so tiring to work. tomorrow i gotta wake up at 6.30am .. cus we didnt have time to finish what we started today. aiks.

something feels missing.

but my ego tells me its nothing.

pretentious bastard i am.

for what might happen next i've already lament.

sigh.

why is it so hard.

hurm

off to kuantan for a meeting.

feel so lazy to drive at 6am just to reach there in time.. summore have to listen to some dato talk cock. bleh.

lalala.

bye.

eyebags for breakfast

its been a hectic weekend for me. its already monday but i can still feel the fatigue. ugh. so i'll just post a short one for now..

friday:
went for FHM's 100 sexiest women party. it was alrite, well to be frank it shud be called Sausage fest 06' instead. just too many guys.. not to mention half of them think their bod's like buff or sumthign but the sad truth is their fats, not even close to muscles.

pfft!

but it was alrite. i had VIP passes. free gifts include some new condom by durex. ;p

later i headed down to fiona's(mark's gf) crib for mark's suprise bday.

itwas alrite. i was really knackered by the time i got home.

but...

saturday:
rehearsal for convo was suppose to be at 8.30am. but for some reason, my dad wanted to be there early. thus he woke me up fucking early, so i only slept for 1 hour since mark's party.

brilliant.

make matters worst. the pamplet said to be dressed in a shirt and shoes. so i opt for shirt and jeans with sneakers.

lil did i know that the self potrait picture was to be taken on the same day.

like wtf rite? potrait picture first before the ceremony.

anyways. i only found out abt it when i got there from my friend. thus lotsa calls had to be made, thank god my cousin was free, he dropped off my suit for me. my credit was totally depleted by then.

got home only at 5pm. had a short drinks with friends, dinner and slept early.

sunday:
convo day, ceremony was a drag i tell ya. but after that took tonnes of pictures. kay i'm exagerating only abt 40 ish. ;p haha.

went to 1u for a quick movie; dragon tiger gate.

fuiyo i tell you the martial arts moves are killer man. but i was knackered, so i dozed off at the final part. ;(

had migrain. decided to skipped watching footie at hartamas. watched at home the 2nd half. then slept.

anyways.


more pictures of my convo at; here

havent post up the rest of the pictures. lazy ..

lates.

eyebags for breakfast

its been a hectic weekend for me. its already monday but i can still feel the fatigue. ugh. so i'll just post a short one for now..

friday:
went for FHM's 100 sexiest women party. it was alrite, well to be frank it shud be called Sausage fest 06' instead. just too many guys.. not to mention half of them think their bod's like buff or sumthign but the sad truth is their fats, not even close to muscles.

pfft!

but it was alrite. i had VIP passes. free gifts include some new condom by durex. ;p

later i headed down to fiona's(mark's gf) crib for mark's suprise bday.

itwas alrite. i was really knackered by the time i got home.

but...

saturday:
rehearsal for convo was suppose to be at 8.30am. but for some reason, my dad wanted to be there early. thus he woke me up fucking early, so i only slept for 1 hour since mark's party.

brilliant.

make matters worst. the pamplet said to be dressed in a shirt and shoes. so i opt for shirt and jeans with sneakers.

lil did i know that the self potrait picture was to be taken on the same day.

like wtf rite? potrait picture first before the ceremony.

anyways. i only found out abt it when i got there from my friend. thus lotsa calls had to be made, thank god my cousin was free, he dropped off my suit for me. my credit was totally depleted by then.

got home only at 5pm. had a short drinks with friends, dinner and slept early. sunday:
convo day, ceremony was a drag i tell ya. but after that took tonnes of pictures. kay i'm exagerating only abt 40 ish. ;p haha.

went to 1u for a quick movie; dragon tiger gate.

fuiyo i tell you the martial arts moves are killer man. but i was knackered, so i dozed off at the final part. ;(

had migrain. decided to skipped watching footie at hartamas. watched at home the 2nd half. then slept.

anyways.


more pictures of my convo at; here

havent post up the rest of the pictures. lazy ..

lates.

dadodee

i bet u guys are sick of hearing it, bored of reading it and saying 'bloody hell just fucking go already' everytime i post something about uk. haha.

whilst some have been conned into thinking i've already left (*cough tl) , sad fact is; i'm still here.

but no worries. i'll be leaving soon.

in about ... 22 days more !

so put a sock innit. cus by then; no more stupid rants. but more towards boring uni life rants! haha which is worst ! ;p

anyways. just to show proof that i really am good to go.


sorry but i think i look like shite in there. aaaanyways..

i just love going through my passport. the stamps shows how lucky i am to actually travel .. :) though the one i'm using now is a new passport. in 1 year i've already been to quite a few places.

mmmmm..

last year was singapore, england, italy aaandd australia!

moree to come ! ;)

cheers!

tonite sunway lagoon fhm party!! it better be good and not some fuckign sausage fest.