Chrismas & Boxing Day special

so the lot of us decided to go to cheshire oak designer outlet for boxing day which was up north near manchester.. thinking it'll be a wee bit too tiring for us to drive straight up, shop and then rush back to guildford.. we decided to spend a night at a friends place on christmas at stoke on trent..

plus the lot wanted to use the car to its full use .. thus a quick trip to stonehenge and bath before shooting straight up to stoke..

pictures ... can be seen here... heehe.. just too lazy to upload again..

facebook album <==--- click me !

words simply cannot describe...

orgasm! :D d90 .... dope!

yuna in london

so last saturday i took half a day off from work ..
went to london to watch Yuna perform.. yuna is a malaysian myspace artist.. she's from kuantan and sings awesome songs with her guitar.. though some have confess that she uses power chords for her songs.. that its her voice that sends shivers down our soul..

anyways.. nuff talk.. here are some vids..



yuna - dan sebenarnya.. featuring Omar lip miming..



yuna - peer pressure..



yuna - cartoon couple..

anyways.. only 3 video's for now.. i've got a few more but i've maxed out my bandwidth for video's .. but i'll defineatly post them up once my bandwidth has been renewed. :)
enjoy..

2008 in ruins.. again

yep. time flew out the window so quickly.. it feels as though not too long ago i did this for the year 2007.. anyhoo.. taking the day off to recuperate. my head's just absolutely fatigued.. bah!

kicking off where we left off.. recapping 2007..

dec07

omg i cant believe this was in december.. haha. felt so long ago .. sigh.. i miss my hair..

jan08

behold.. the actual face of me.. i look twelve.

feb08

trip to london to visit tun musa hitam.. seminar tun razak.. mr suff in a suit :)

march08

posing outside millenium stadium, cardiff.. went there for cardiff games .. and flaunt me self silly with a mini.. keke.

april08

singing like backstreetboys in front of the malaysian society.. farewell dinner.. *cough* farewell la sgt..

may08

annual malaysian society summer bbq.. but i'd say most happening one so far.. chubby as hell too..

june08

the supposed parental graduation visit turn holiday.. *cough-burn*

july08

brought the missus to see jason mraz.. which also is my first concert in uk.. believe it or not.. hahaha. so fine. i just cant be bothered to go for concerts..

august08

went for emirates cup for the 2nd time running.. saw real madrid vs the great gunners..

september08

moved into a new hs.. and bought a new laptop since HP is shit and should go bankrupt for robbing us consumers ..

october08

celebrated raya for the 3rd time in uk.. but didnt feel like it. visited only 2 houses.

november08

finally got tickets to see a champions league match.. yay ! arsenal *cough-live and breath- cough* vs dynamo kyiev.. cold cold night.. with a 10am meeting with my project supervisor the next morning.. hehehe. rushed like mad..

december08

mentally fatigued. stressed and literally stressed 24-7 about datelines.. luckily there is she. hehe.

anyways. 2008 isnt over yet.. but i'll probably wont do anything fun since my project dateline is on the 5th of january.. so yea.. make a note of that date.. after that date its just the viva .. and then.. if god permits it.. FREEEEDDOMEEEEE YARRGHHHHHHH!!!

loopy loopy

my heads stuck in a loop..

frustrated by the fact that i have to revert my whole 3rd program .. it is better to be dynamic.. but its gonna take longer than 4 days for me to fix it up.. since i'm learning whilst implementing..

argh.

how the bloody hell am i gonna finish this on time ..

:(

die.

kara-ok session :D

sesi memekak di rumah.. heehee..

peserta pertama Asiah!



peserta kedua syam !



peserta ketiga am!


last skali peserta terakhir .. sape lg.. tuan punya blog larr..


hehehhe.. sesape nk celen sile laaa gi ke website http://www.karaokeparty.com/

amma appa !

pray tell a tale of a man in his darkest day,
daunted, confused, with much frustration,
weariness turn agression,
oh cometh day of freedom,
never taint thy heart again,
with this curse of frustration,
for i have paid my dues,
so let me be,
free of this,
this wretched pain,
come forth oh bright sun,
show thy path and never fade,
grant me the strength of a million,
to not fade out when the time comes,
oh weary heart be strong,
oh tired limbs hold on,
just a few more steps,
till it is done..

COME ONNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!

weeeeeee

starting to write my final report now.. 

slightly happy and worried that i might not finish it in time .. but am hoping for the best.. want to submit the first half of the draft this wednesday.. so its time to get crackin ! 

sidenote; i've been wanting to be more active on this space for such a long time now. sigh. 

will try to do so when this is done.. so i hope. 

lalala. 

now for a time of vanity.. kekeke. 

i got bored and was envious of a post i read earlier this week about how photoshop can literally make your face smooooth and absolutely purrfect.. 

so here is a picture of me which ive edited to make meself purrrfect.. AKAKKAKAKA 

VAIN  TAK INGAT NYE WEI! :D 

object

i should really learn to make my codes into objects..

cause spending 5 hours trying to find out why my program is crashing is just..

ARGHHHHHHH


goddamnit!

Champions League part 2 but without the footie.

more pictures of last weeke trip..

















thats it for pictures..

oh and today im having a toothache.

aghhhh!

Champions league. ini namenye buang mase.

So harituh bertarikh 25 november.. aku bawak 4 lagi kawan aku gi tgk champions league, arsenal vs dynamo kiev.. jadi la pengembala kambing.. bawak kambing-kambing sekelian gi tgk game.. yela kang tak bawak karang merajuk sorang-sorang kate tak ajak.. datang UK tak penah tgk bola..

wakkakaka!


ini ticketnye rakan-rakan.. seating kt corner ..first half kat belakang goal dynamo kiev, second half.. paham2la.. so kalau tgk game tu agak2nye kalau bleh stop pastu zoom tu ade la nampak 4 ekor kambing pastu satu monyet dok jerit-jerit untuk arsenal dalam sejuk beku.


kambing-kambingnya.. mwahhahaa.


sibuk tul seko kambing nih dok amik gambar..


hah ko tgk.. ko tgk.. xpela biar je..


kambing no 4 yang da murtad utk satu mlm.. wahhaaha.


haa kengkawan.. ni nak cite skit.. nmpak tak camera gedabak2 tuh.. derang nih mmg power. camera da mahal siap zoom jauh ooo.. tp ade nk passing gambar? harapan.. nasib baik jela gambar takleh rosak dok dlm memory card tuh. kalau tak mmg confem rosak dah. sampai skang x dapat2 lg..


point of view dari seat kami..


team lineup..


kapten baru arsenal.. cesc fabregas .. :))

pastuuu. habes.. tuje gambar aku ade. sekian utk post game arsenal.

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seterusnye:

ntah nape la kan.. tp skarang name aku da bertukar jadi 'pian dilla' .. terime jelahh..

Tag: 10 things about .. aisar

1. salah sorang dr geng rumah jon fairland

2. paling beso dlm geng rumah fairland :D

3. migrate menjadi geng rumah nazim serta geng katil iman. muahahhaha !

4. kalau ade olympic duk depan pc, confem aisar menang. ops :D

5. cube racun aku main world of warcraft, tp berjaye utk 2 minggu je. aku cepat bosan. muahahha. sorry la aisar..

6. suke tgk cite series.. korea lah ape lah

7. suke sgt tgk cite korea sampai gi belajar bahase korea.. siap tulis atas kad2 lg..

8. kalau die gelak.. yg x phm pun bantai gelak skali.. huahuahua.

9. org penang yg x suke mkn laksa.. apakah?

10. satu2 nye org yg bleh abiskan 2 large kebab. perghhhhhh.. hebat hebat.. syam ade bran? wahhaha.. am xyah citelah. bagi portion chips je.. ntah boleh ke tak habis tuh. :D

haa jap ade lg nih kene tagging.. aiseh. layan jela kan.. bosan pagi2 nih.

TAG dari Mai:

Part 1 :

1) Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right NOW!.
2) DON’T change your clothes, DON’T fix your hair…just take a picture.
3) Post that picture with NO editing.
4) Post these instruction with your picture.
5) Tag 5 people to do this


Part 1 : tanpa edit atau adjust. wahaha. x caye sudah la wei!

Part 2

1.How old are you?
~ 23 years old

2. Are you single?
~ nope

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
~ harhar. when the time is right it will happen.. :) defineatly before i hit big three 'o

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
~ god willing..

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
~ mommy hook me up! hahahahhaa.

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
~ thats still a long way to go. but traditional sounds nice.

7. Your ideal motif?
~ up to her and her. bonda juga dia. hahahaa.

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
~ somewhere with a beach to stroll at sunset.

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
~ i prefer a small affair with only close ones and family are invited.

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
~ simple but extravagant? hows that?

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own??
~ dey.. mana ada vow-vow nih. 'aku terime nikah..' je.

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
~ i hate icing cakes.

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
~ doesnt matter..

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
~ as long as its not in the morning if not i might miss my own wedding.. :P

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
~ outdoors if the sun is out but not too bright. indoors if its at night.

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom/bride?
~ assuming the wife will pretend she's a diva. i guess so. :P

17. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding?
~ negaraku. haha! nsync - this i promise you. is that alright dear?

18. Are you a morning person or a night person?
~ if i wore a cape and had fangs i'd be dracula.

19. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
~ dududu.. not sure.

20. What age do you want to get married?
~ trick question. :P

21. Describe your ideal husband/wife.
~ i can go for days spelling out each detail of my ideal wife. but suffice to say, i am happy with who i am now. :)

22. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
~ relaxed cosy fork and spoon. fine dining is for posh brats.

23. Champagne or red wine?
~ for her.. ice lemon tea.. for me.. teh o ais :D

24. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
~ truthfully right after, realistically days after.

25. Money or household item?
~ investments :D

26. Who will pay for the bills?
~ the household head of course. so thats her. hahahaha. nono. thats me.

27. Are you ready for married life?
~ in time..

29. Will you always be true to your wife/husband? (where is question 28? haha)
~ yes.

30. How many kids do you like?
~ 4

31. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
~ new one. a new family deserves a new house. :)

32. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
~ whats the diff?

33. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
~ no idea.

34. Will you record your honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
~ HD-DVD with 4 copies covering the whole ceremony. (syndrom xnak kalah ngn kak min hahahah)



So then.. them people whom i'll tag for BOTH THE TAGS ABOVE or EITHER ONE are... *Drumroll*

1) Ramzi (amikkoo aku tau ko tak suke buat bende2 nih.. tp rasailah sape suh bukak blog aku! hahahah)
2) Asiah (kate da habis report, meh buang mase..)
3) Aisar
4) Dilla (jgn ingat u xde blog u x kene.. i nk u emel kt i :D)
5) and sesape yg nak jawab

bday post. moodbeams!!

so last sunday my awesome housemates threw me a small celebration for my bday..

it was really nice of them, it was just the few of us. but it felt close and cosy. just my kind of celebration.

anyways. here are some pictures;


yay for cake! :)

so then straight on to gifts.. for my 23rd bday my friends gave me... aaa... *drumroll pls..*


chair back massager!

yes yes.. a tad odd.. but for those who read this blog will know that im still suffering from sciatica. so a back massager does suit me pretty well :P


just look at that smile..

aanddd..


a color lamp-ish thingamajig. which changes color with sound..

you'll see where it comes in later on..


after fitting the back massager onto my chair.. does make you sit up right so its good for the posture as well :)

apart from the cake and gifts we didnt do much cept for watching kung fu panda .. little did we know we actually had our own kungfu panda..




see see?

anyways.. now to show where that sound light lamp comes to play..

fellow friends and readers.. these are moodbeams..



and this is what they do..




id assume that the green one is a bass junkie cus he only lights up when theres drums..
champions league football in next post.. stay tuned :) tata

hampeh

kene tag la plak .. nasib baek tgh boring .. haha.

1. Berapa Kali Anda Benar Benar Jatuh Cinta? Dan Siapa Paling Meninggalkan Kesan Dalam Hati Anda?

Well, 2 kali kot.. satu mase dlu yg hampeh hancus hatikus.. satu lg masee.. haha. skarang la. mestila yg paling latest.


2. Siapa Dan Berapa Lama?

DB, at the mo.. 10 months and still strong.. :)


3. Kenangan Paling Manis/Romantik Anda Dengan Mereka? Kenapa?

byk sgt.. :D tp easter break paling bes :)


4. Kenangan Duka Anda Dengan Mereka? Kenapa?

heathrow airport 8/8/2008 10pm. adela sorang tu kene balik msia..


5. Perkara Terbaik Yang Anda Pernah Lakukan Pada Mereka?

suruh die persue cite2 die. xkirela kalau kene sacrifice distance..


6. Perkara Tak Elok Anda Pernah Lakukan Pada Mereka?

xdpt balik skali. biar die dok sorang2 kt bangi meroyan. :P


7. Jika Di Beri Pilihan Dari Kisah Cinta Anda, Siapa Yang Anda Inginkan?

mestila yg sekarang. pasti. muktamad.


8. Anda Berjaya Mendapatkan Beliau?

da penuh dinding ngn gambar die. ;p


9. Jika Dia Berada Di Hadapan Mata Anda Sekarang, Apakah Yang Anda Ingin Katakan?

rindu. :)


10. Bilakah Kali Terakhir Anda Menangis Kerana Cinta?

manehleh bitau. macho macho. ahem. :P

Mangsa tag :

- Asiah Azhar (Asia tenggara :D)
- Ramzi (Stylo Nerd)
- Wan KPM

serta sesape yg tgh bosan.. sile2 lah.

ok bye

5 mins off

yesterday i had another migrain,

i'm assuming that its the stress collected over the past few days.

its the second time in the past 2 weeks and if its becoming a weekly ritual imma need a better solution than just paracetamols.. cus just popping two of em each time somehow just doesnt cut it.

i especially hate the leftover migrain the next morning.. gah.

anyways.



it might even be my glasses. but i highly doubt so. but im wearing my contacts today to see if theres any diff. least my eye is not twitching .. heh. i think my body is just acting up on me of late.



ooooo l33tne3s! :D hax0r5 s37up!



mr gunnerbear got a lil more than he bargained for when mr monkeydam told him to come over to watch some footy. hahahaha.

tata !

bon fire x 3

without even noticing it, on the 7th of november was the 3rd bon fire night i've watched. time has just zoomed past me these 2 years. soon enough i'll be 23.

phew.

one thing for certain, these celebrations abroad are so miniscule compared to malaysia. perhaps its the people, perhaps its the financial burden, perhaps its the weather. but defineatly i've had better.

anyways, heres the vid of the bon fire.

it was a half attempt of taking pictures of it till we got pissed at the fact that some of the fireworks were high and some were low in altitude. so adjusting the camera lenses to fit everything was just pissy if your doing it every 2 minutes or so.

some also say that this year's firework was not as creative as last year.

myself, i'd say bon fire are just overated.

now to put fame to the face at the end of the video is mr tuff aka sham. and yes i still sound like an idiot on video.




and this is me chilling whilst playing some msn/ym on my iphone. :D
yesyes, very camwhore of me.

the masseuse

more often than not, at this age(23) the majority of people dont exactly take notice of their health. ignorantly the assume that their at their peak, the phase of doing everything and anything without care.

i am in that group.

i couldnt careless about my health, as long as i am not obese, i dont have trouble breathing and i am not too chubby.

previously i mentioned about my problem with sciatica.

well it hasnt improved ..

its already been what? slightly more than 3 months. maybe even 4.

fed up that this problem hasnt made any progress. i reluctantly booked an appointment with the gym for a massage.

i have NEVER been to a massage.

closest to a massage i've ever gotten was from family and the wifey.

so it was a new thing for me.

but it wasnt just for fun. i wanted a cure.

-

arriving there, i explained to the bloke who was the massage-er, no i wasnt unlucky to get a guy.. i requested for a bloke cus i wanted to get my money's worth and not some cutesy pie whos hands are too small to grab anything.

unsure of what to say or do, i explained about my condition.. the sciatic issue's and about my visit to the NHS..

he then told me to undress.

left with just my boxers(i wore briefs underneaths as well just in case free willy wants to jump over some barriers), he instructed me to do some test to determine the types of sciatica.

according to him there were two possibilities; my back or my buttocks/leg

after several raising of legs and bending forward..

he confirmed his diagnose that i had some problems with myback.

specifically, the nerve is being pinched by the backbone and that there were some growing out, also that the nerve is whats causing the irritation and pain down my right leg.

asked of what common causes, he replied with the text book answer of, 'theres can be a number of causes.. its hard to determine.'

annoyed i enquired more and amongst his answers some key words stood out more than the rest .. like 'the back bone is degenerative' which is rather scary. like my backbone will collapse after 2 years or sumthing.

so straight into business, he then asked me to lie flat on my tummy so that he can massage the back and make my bone not so stiff. using all of gods gift to unstiff my muscles which included his nice elbow he gently jabbed into my back.

now when i say gently, theres nothing gentle about using elbows on the back okay.

after a good 25 minutes he then told me to lie face up.

informing me that he was going to reallign my back or make the backbone not pinch my nerve. he first determined where the bone was out of place. then tossed me around until there was a *click*.

some of the *clicks* were a relief whilst some were more of a 'oy im not made of rubber i can break' bends.

after all that tossing and turning by another man.

ugh that sounded so wrong on so many levels.

he did some test some flexibility test and there was some improvement.

i was delighted, but was slightly saddened when was informed that i needed to come again next week and perhaps for another 3 other sessions .. to hopefully cure permanently.

calculating the cost, it totalled up to more than 100 quid. but if it cures my back issue's, then 100 quid is worth it.

stay tuned for more back breaking sessions!

perhaps i'll bring my camera to take photo's

i hate wednesday

pardon me for the lack of updates .. and for this post which i'll say now is an emo post with nothing but pathetic rants. so if you want to read happy-hapy things, stay tuned for maybe next week. sorry.

-

i woke up today with somewhat of yesterday's migrain. a bad start to ones day as i popped some paracetamols to ease the pulsating nausea feeling. migrains are purely a pain and absolute annoyance to one as it makes you unable to do anything.

so i sat in front of my laptop, watching last nights leftover movies.

feeling better, i decided to take a stroll outside.. to town.

sigh

here i am again, at the same alley, the same road, the same shops and browsing for moreless the same things for the past 3 years. it drizzled and weather was cold, what else can i say for november weather in uk.

perhaps its just today, that i feel exhausted. unmotivated from the start with the migrains.

i feel like i'm back at where i was last semester, unmotivated in winter.

seriously, i would blame the weather.

recap to the past few nights, when i was frustrated since i was unable to do my work. mindblocked or hitting a brick wall, whichever is your fancy. i took time off and decided to rekindle whatever friendship i have left with people back in malaysia. sending short messages via messenger to ask how they are.

but as with each friend, the main question they would as are;

'where are you now?'
'are you back in malaysia?'

perhaps i am being oversensitive, but those questions seemed like insults, eventhough i know these people mean no malice nor harm.

i reply them by saying;

'i'm still in uk, unfortunately.'

explaining why exactly have i stayed back for, often they reply by saying;

'thats not too bad, bet your enjoying your time there and not wanting to come back..'

how i wished this was true.

june 2008 was my target, my dateline, my limit.

i counted down each moment till that month.

being here, after that dateline .. is just agony.

'you should look for work there, earn loads of cash', they say.

it does sound great, like finding proper experience from international companies, earning in pounds, WOW thats like x 5.6 even with the recession. its still alot of money !

but i just cannot.

fatigued, burntout.

i want the sun to be out 12 hours a day, i want to whine about the heat and waste time hanging out in the local mamaks. to be able to eat whatever and whenever. curse aloud at the next driver for cutting que's. last but not least, bask in the ambience of a chaotic household where lil ones run riot which i call home.

i truly blame the weather.

where is the warmth when you need it.

please god, let me finish this time.

i cannot stand the cold, this loneliness, the severe financial insecurity.

-

let me be.

its just another cold wednesday.

tomorrow pray let there be sun.

tra

twitchy

so yesterday i was in the mood to do some work..

mid way typing through some codes. suddenly i couldnt concentrate..

my right eye started twitching.

it was just a lil annoying at first, but later it started to get worst. i couldnt concentrate anymore.

so i looked up the internet god aka google to find out what the hell is the matter with my eyes..

apparently, eyes twitching is caused by stress, fatigue and other muscular or even cancer.

now yesterday i was pretty much relaxed so it couldnt be that. fatigue might be the issue as i was getting 5-6 hours sleep daily. so i decided to sleep and waste the night away without doing any work.

come today, my eyes still twitch a lil when i'm in front of the pc. then i realize.. that my nose was abit runny.

so its basically a slight flue.

bleh.

k thanks bye.

a sound decision

previously people made comments about me forking quite abit of money for a new laptop. since it was only the wifi problem which was making a big fuss.. but now ..

HAH!

a simple recovery to factory settings via recovery disk has totally made the laptop useless with its screen going absolutely mental.

its either the RAM being faulty or .. like i previously mention the bloody BIOS which is acting up.

which PC World has confidently claimed that my laptop was working fine since coincidentally the WIFI was working at the time they were inspecting my laptop.

so my oppinion still stands.. HP SUCKS ASS.

and it was a GOOD decision for me to get a new laptop.

tomorrow im gonna visit the local computer store for a quick troubleshoot. if it does turn out its the BIOS acting up. HP is gonna get another nice email from me stating how BRILLIANT are their products.

hugs and kisses.

ta!

makan overdose pt2

pictures from raya-ing at MSD, london.. :)

there was suppose to be more pictures.. however since i didnt bring my camera cus 2 of my friends brought their DSLR.. then apparently the ceiling was too high..

flash didnt bounce.. DOH.

it was either that or super candid pictures their just too shameful to post. like a half eye opened suff.

not a sexay sight. anyways. tata. yes im lazy cus im doing my work. haha :P