gone gone

just got back from london.

went to see muh cousin.

was good.

but in a way i felt i lost a day's worth of studying.

cus im way too tired now to do any studying...

its already 12.

i think i'll hit the sack soon. wake up early tomorrow and concentrate really hard.

getting scarier by the day.

i havent covered enough yet.

ugh.

i hate my procrastinative self.

nor do i want to overstudy like a singaporean friend of mine. who studies like 17 / 24 hours. which i think is craayyzehhh..

cus if i was to do that.. i'd go bonkers. smack a fuse or sumthing.

erghhhhhh..

cutest lil words

finishing my first round of studying math. decided to take the afternoon off.

with all the stress .. i decided to called her abit, but she was watching a movie and said she'd meet me online later..

when she was online.. she was really chirpy ..

:)

she even sent a voice recording which was soooo cute.

haha!

i saved the recording and she got angry.

:P

now i have a cure for boring nights ..

never fails to bring a smile on my face listening to it.

heeheeeeeee.

i feel all kiddish again. blehhhh

bad joke

i came back to my room just now to have lunch.. and coincidentally she was online.

it was all nice and fine.. till she joked about sumthing which i took as serious.

her: i'm a bi.
me: HAAA? ur not serious rite?
her: serious.
me: ur messing wit me..
her: really..
her: thats why i dont have a bf now..
her: cus i have a gf
her: later she'll get jealous...
me: err..
me: since when?
me: seriously dont kid about these things aight..
her: since like high school..
me: ouh..............
her: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

so she was joking abt it. but fuckin hell. those kind of things u bloody hell dont joke about!

in my mind it was already saying..
'fucking hell not again !!'

thats sucha mean prank. even if it is funny.

the funny-ness doesnt balance the evil-ness.

i couldnt think straight for like 10 minutes ..

sheeeeeesh!

taking a break from studying...

Layer ONE: On the Outside
Name: suffie G :D
Birth Date: 24th nov 1985
Current Status: single
Eye color: dark brown
Hair: Color: black
Righty or Lefty: right
Zodiac Sign: saggie-tayy-riouss

Layer TWO: On the inside
Your Heritage: melayu rabaks rocks kapaks
Your Fears: failing in life
Your Weakness: distractions.. from .. things ..
Your Perfect Pizza: meat-ish with extra saucee annd loads of cheese!

Layer THREE: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: shit what time issit?
Your Bedtime: never certain
Your most missed memory: seeing that cheeky lil smile of my nephew/niece + makin her smile

Layer FOUR: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: vanilla coke?
McDonald’s or Burger King: BK for its burgers, MCD's for its fries
Single or group dates: i fly solo.
Adidas or Nike: NIKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Lipton tea or Nestea: nestea?
Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla chocolate ! haha. k fine choc
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino.. till i was told that it has the MOST concentrated coffee content. sheesh!

Layer FIVE: Do you
Curse: not so often :P
Take a shower: once in the morning and once at night. :)
Have a crush: there'll always be one.
Think you’ve been in love: been there? yep. lost it? yep.
Go to school: yessss
Want to get married: when the time is right.
Believe in yourself: most of the time
Think you’re a health freak: i'd reckon imma pretentious one. cus i just cant be arsed to live a routine life.

Layer SIX: In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: nope.
Gone to the mall: yep. window shoppin for brokes
Been on stage: yea. but i just stood there. me mates did the presentation. haha !
Eaten sushi: nope. would love to though..
Dyed your hair: mebbe the coming month?

Layer SEVEN: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: yeap. got bored.
Changed who you were to fit in: so happens that i changed quite alot over the past 5 years.

Layer EIGHT
Age you’re hoping to be married: 30?

Layer NINE: In a Girl/Guy.
Best eye colour: light brown / purple? :D
Best hair colour: i loike blondes, redheds, brunettes and black. haha! kay fine black then
Short or long hair: middle?

Layer TEN: What Were You Doing.
1 minute ago: was studying. had to take a break.
1 hour ago: 'Double heterodyne has 2 IF frequenciess.. 2 local oscillators..' yep STUDY!
4.5 hours ago: on msn with friends from msia :)
1 month ago: figuring out if im doing the right thing ..
1 year ago: in the midst of finishing my hnd !!

Layer ELEVEN: Finish The Sentence
I love: the way she laughs, her eyes and her pouty lips. :)
I feel: that i need more time to adjust
I hate: my bad habit of procrastinating!
I hide: my feelings.
I miss: mom, dad, sisters, nephew, niece, mates back in msia, her and playing footie in the afternoon sun !
I need: a clear state of mind to study for my FINALS !!

traa traa

hello lovely's and gents,

first of all..

thanks to those of you who wished me a happy birthday..

for those of you who forgot.. may you burn in hell for all your sins !

haha. okay im just kidding.

cut to the chase;

at 12 midnight, a knock came from my door and then later a head popped through.

with a huge grin, my mate says happy birthday.

so i went to see who else was around..

first i only saw 2 of em.. then suddenly someone pulled my hand and i was forced to go outside.

SMACK!

i've been egged!

crap!

so yea, went to clean my hair.. then to the kitchen where everyone was waiting..

centre of the table was a cake.

and on it was..

'tiramisu'

haha!

ate the cake, was really nice.

then one of my ol mate tossed a box at me.

opened it and .. traaa !

a LAVA-LAMP!

yeayyyness !

ironically, i had this hunch that he was gonna get me that lavalamp. haha ! and hey it was true !

so yea.. now my room is sexy and groovy !

i'd post pictures of it but then it'll spoil the groovyness ;P

now all i need is a technicolor potrait of myself in 4 colors on the wall. hell yea. groovy baby !

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mum called like at 9am, woke me up. chatted for abit. =)

then i thought i'd try my luck calling her. she picked up! was so pleased, buuutt i had a hunch that she'd forgotten abt my birthday as well cus she didnt text me or anything. she was saying sorry for quite abit. told her it was alright. :) she was out at the time, so only managed a 13minute call. but it was good enough. felt like ages since the last time..

its a slow celebration but i hardly celebrate birthdays anyways.

imma happy.

tick tick tick

psst!

its gonna be midnight soon !

:)

cud it be?

i've been feeling a tad bit discontented lately.

partially its cus of my lab project partners are total lazy fuckheads and perhaps its the stress of coming exams.


i went to check my bank balance just now, withdrew some money and the balance showed;

"Balance: 53.72 pounds"

eek!

so tomorrow i'll be heading out to heathrow early morning to go visit my unc to get some dough which my mom gave him to pass it to me.. :)

on other random matters;

i had a hard time to sleep last night. partially cus the floor upstairs was having a party or sumthing, blasting songs so loud that it felt like i was staying underneath a disco or sumthing.

plus i had like tonnes of other things on my head.

mates here are slowly planning a winter trip.. but i dont think i'll be following em, thinking of getting a job and earning some money instead. i dunno. guess we'll just ahve to see what happens now ..

hurm hurmm..

anyways. i gotta go now.. busybusy work work. study study

workspace

so since i'll be studying now most of the time.. tot i'd let u guys see my workspace. theehee..

yep yep thats how my desk looks like.. see those speakers? i just got those on monday. well actually i cud've got em sooner but it was stuck in the distribution centre(we call em customs) on campus. haha. logitech x230. bought em for 27 quids. worth every penny, cus the sound is just marvelous.

now i wake up in the morning with good tunes in my head. tunes of paris hilton and justin timberlake ! yes yes ! songs that go - hey wanna shag? haha. kay mebbe not.

and this is me, trying to look really good while studying. theehee. see my hairs long now. soon enough i'll be able to tie it up. and look really gay! but i dont caareee ! its my hairr.. nye nye booboo blekk :P~
okay enough kiddie games. off to continue studying now. tata

bsuybusybusy

dumdumdum !

it has arrived that time of the year again !

where i whine till all of you get bored of reading this blog. yepyep.

its study season again. its mid novembah and soon enough will be my first finals in the yeww kaayyy.

but things are changed now.

suffieaee is studying hard.

studystudystudy everynight. but then agian i just started. so.. i've yet to master anything.

HEHE !

to make my life even more entertaining, i've also been hecticly filling up application letters for summer placements. yep so that i dont have to see people like krystal .. hhahaha !

kidding.

no. its cus i'm a futurist, constantly thinking about the future. that the future is no longer the future but the past. though its shit and i've no idea of what im talking about.

okla. cus it'll be good for the experience and career wise. bleh.

trat-tat-tat-tat!

off to do some work now..

heres a superb question for all of u's..

which would u have...

"CAKE OR DEATHH!?"

msiaaaaaaa!

midway having a mindblock while doing some assignments, i decided to surf around ..

surfin through my daily visited website - soccernet.com, i was quite suprised to see news about Malaysia in one of their news.. clicked it straight away..

Focus on Asian Cup, not Man Utd, AFC warns Malaysia

hahahahhaaa. why am i soo not suprised !

typical malaysian with their united fancy.. pfft !

just look at em

HOW CAN I NOT WANT TO GO BACK HOME .. LOOK AT WHAT IM MISSING OUT !
IM SO GONNA BUY TONNES OF GIFTS FOR EM WHEN I HEAD BACK FOR SUMMER NEXT YEAR.. IF NOT I'LL MAIL IT TO EM.. I DONT CARE !

JUST LOOK AT EM !


I FEEL SOO UMPFFHH! I SOO WANNA PINCH THOSE CHEEKS !

THE BOYS NAME IS AQEEL AND THE GIRL IS ISABELLA!

I LOVE EM BOTH TO BITS !

I SOO HOPE MY KIDS ARE THIS CUTE!

OH AND AQEEL IS A REAL NAUGHTY BOI ... HAHA. CAN SEE IT FROM HIS FACE INNIT?



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SORRY FOR THE CAPS.. I SAW EM PICTURES AND JUST MADE MY DAY.. :):):):):):)

everyone has their own devil

i've been helping out close friends with their personal issue's lately. sort of funny, cus really i dont see myself as a person who gives out good advice. haha. cus we all know what comes outta my mouth is half nonsense. but hey, if it helps. it helps.

i havent been taking pictures lately, my camera's collecting dust on the table next to my bed. i want to, but somehow i dunno.

im not myself.

i need to study, but i find it hard and tend to watch movie's instead. which is bad.

its not that im homesick. im not really, well okay yea i do miss my mom, dad, family, niece and lads back at home.. but im okay wit the fact that im here for a reason. not like my singaporean mate who's going back for winter. bleh! plus he'll only be back here when term starts. booo! mommy's boi!

finding it abit troubling waking back to my room at night, thinking of what to do next. though i can already hear my parents screaming 'STUDY!' at my ears.

im still guessing that im like this cus i've started life here wit her to motivate me daily. but now she's not there anymore and im still finding my way to put that into prospective. to think that a few days ago i was telling a friend of mine to move on. here i am, still stuck even after a month.

there are times when my rooms messed up. sort of represents how my mind is. heh.

doo doo dooo..

guess what i need to do is to get myself all sorted out.

priorities suff.. priorities !

oy.. i tell ya being a student is tougher than work !

bodos

quote of the day:

"mommm.. i'm sick and i dont feel well.... i need a blow job... not from youuuu.. call the girl next doorr.. "

laughing-laughing..

suddenly.

incoming call: MOM!

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fucking hsmates. haha. gotta love em crappy jokes.

bosan

i was bored. so i did this. was suppose to do some lab reports. but ughh! feel so lazy. plus i wasted like 2 weeks worth of studying cus of notts games and this stupid lab project. gotta buck up.. gotta pull my socks up.

anyways. questionaire. ripped from another blog :D

You scored as Physics/Engineering. You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Engineering, or Physics, or related majors (e.g. Architecture, Astronomy, Astrophysics, Biochemistry, Chemical Engineering, Chemistry, Civil Engineering, Computer Engineering, Computer/Management Information Systems (CIS/MIS), Computer Science, Electrical Engineering, Genetics, Environmental Science, Industrial Engineering, Mathematics, Mechanical Engineering). It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it. Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal. Physics/Engineering 75% Psychology/Sociology 69% HR/BusinessManagement 69% Biology/Chemistry/Geology 63% English/Journalism/Comm 63% Accounting/Finance/Marketing 63% Education/Counseling 56% Mathematics/Statistics 56% French/German/Spanish 44% Visual&PerformingArts 38% PoliticalScience/Philosophy 38% Religion/Theology 31% Nursing/AthleticTraining 31% History/Anthropology/LiberalArts 25% WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU? created with QuizFarm.com

notts games

becus im a self obsessed cunt who looks good on camera and u bloody know it ! HAHAHAHA

ladies pls feel free to leave me ur panties.. ooops i meant no for me to contact u .. hahaha.. :D

tataa !

fatigued

got back from notts on sunday at 1am.

was absolutely knackered .. body slowly ached. didnt really felt anything earlier on, but i guess adrenaline was still pumping .. by the end of the day i was walking wit a slight limp. heh. left knee hurt abit.

the journey back was all so long. cus everyone was so tired. i was the co-pilot, hence i had to keep the driver awake.. by the last 20 miles i had to punch him in the arm to keep him awake. last 5 meant smacking his head abit. haha. was funny, but hey, it was whats needed to keep him awake.

reached my room and landed smack into bed. didnt felt a thing.

wokeup at 12.

body ached literally everywhere!

i moreless slept back the whole day sunday.

even today, my body still ached. slept again the whole afternoon. now im dead cus i got tonnes of work to do.

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anyways, my team got trashed. haha. but i already knew we didnt stand a chance. cus even the groupings were tough.

so yea, surrey didnt win anything.

haha!

met tonnes of people anyways. ol friends, new friends and lots more.

it was good. worth while i'd reckon.

but its just too tiring.

;D

anyways. theres more of em coming soon i guess..

cardiff games, sheffield games, heck even edinburgh games !

but i really dont wanna be the driver next time around.

tiring.. tiring..

pictures will be up later on, cus i didnt take any since i was in court most of the time. but my mate has a DSLR and he's been snapping away for quite a bit. so yea, when he uploads em. i'll post em up.

till then..

lates!

shite ive got soo much work ! argh !

c-c-c-cooolllddd !!

just yesterday i was blogging how i hated winter cus sunsets too soon...

well today i found another reason for hating winter ..

its bloody FREEZING !

i had to break out my winter jacket and mits just to go out..

they had some fireworks earlier on... didnt bring my camera.. HAHA !

i sooo suck at being a blogger, cus i cant be arsed to take pictures .. HEEHEE ! :P

let alone upload em for u readers.. muahhaha !

anyways. long day to come.. going to notts at 3am..

TATA !

SEJUK TELOR WEI!

translation:

FREEZING BOLLOCKS MAN!

winter in my heart

HAHAHHAHAA.

that title is so gay.

anyways.

winter is ... BOLLOCKS !

cus u know why? cus the friggin sun sets too bloody early ! thats why?! its only 5pm, i just finished class and hell it looks like its 9pm already. and its only the beginning i tell ya ! soon enough its gonna get dark at 3ish ! which is like .. afternoon? wattahell?

im sort off missing the sun, well not the heat.. just the sun cus i really just dont enjoy going out anywhere if its so damn dark ..

the temperature hasnt gotten to me yet, mebbe im getting used to being cold. its been alrite, just that the sun.. damnit the sun! i need the sun to be up!

gah.

i miss playing footie in the evenings now.. damnit.

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oh my room smells of onions!

cus thats like my daily intake for lunch these days..

no not just the damn onions u twats.. i had cheese and onions toast yesterday.. chicken burger with cheese and onions.. aandd.. toast cheese..

cus the toast machine is in my room, so that explains why the onionish stench is stuck. i think i need a fan to get some ventilation going on in my room. if it doesnt freeze my bollocks first that is.

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exams are creepin up soon, i just started studying.. been slow ..

imma try catch up soon.