everyone has their own devil

i've been helping out close friends with their personal issue's lately. sort of funny, cus really i dont see myself as a person who gives out good advice. haha. cus we all know what comes outta my mouth is half nonsense. but hey, if it helps. it helps.

i havent been taking pictures lately, my camera's collecting dust on the table next to my bed. i want to, but somehow i dunno.

im not myself.

i need to study, but i find it hard and tend to watch movie's instead. which is bad.

its not that im homesick. im not really, well okay yea i do miss my mom, dad, family, niece and lads back at home.. but im okay wit the fact that im here for a reason. not like my singaporean mate who's going back for winter. bleh! plus he'll only be back here when term starts. booo! mommy's boi!

finding it abit troubling waking back to my room at night, thinking of what to do next. though i can already hear my parents screaming 'STUDY!' at my ears.

im still guessing that im like this cus i've started life here wit her to motivate me daily. but now she's not there anymore and im still finding my way to put that into prospective. to think that a few days ago i was telling a friend of mine to move on. here i am, still stuck even after a month.

there are times when my rooms messed up. sort of represents how my mind is. heh.

doo doo dooo..

guess what i need to do is to get myself all sorted out.

priorities suff.. priorities !

oy.. i tell ya being a student is tougher than work !