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ku mencintaimu lebih dari apa pun..
meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu..
ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku..
meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku.. :D

jen jen jenggg!

woooo technology..

sorry for the long hiatus. been real busy lately.. :P

anyways. nothing much to post today. just some random facts about what phone's i've used so far.. heh. you'd be amazed at how much technology has changed since then..

my first phone was an ericsson t10, it was fat and the battery was huge. whenever anyone calls, i'd be lying if i said i couldnt feel my phone vibrate cus this lil fella vibrates like mad.


my next phone was this motorola startec v3688. it was small and foine as hell at the time. :D

but something else caught my eye and i traded in the motorola for my first nokia, nokia 3310 which costs a whopping 800 ringgit then. yep, which is basically worthless now. bah!



but alas, all the hype was shortlived as i lost this phone after 2 days of buying it.. oh the pain.. dont get me started on that part..

i then manage to persuade my parents in getting me a new phone and they were kind enough to get me a nokia 3210. though a predecessor to the 3310 but it was a classic. the first built in antenna cell phone if im not mistaken by nokia.



but since the agreement with my parents was that i had to share the nokia 3210 with my sister, i opted to get my own phone.. haha. i cant help but laugh at the shape of the next phone i used. it was so egg like. :P mine was grey in color btw, not green. if i'm not mistaken, at the time i was using this phone was the first time cross-network text was made available. digi(016) to adam(017) ..


after quite some time i decided to revert back to ericssons, t25 the so called thinnest phone on the market then. it was already out like almost a year when i bought it. i couldnt get a picture of the t25, but it looks something like this t21 but alot thinner.



midway using this phone, i exchanged phones with a friend of mine whom was using a nokia 8250.. using it for 2 weeks, i was hooked on it cus of the t9 dictionary. texting was so much easier on a nokia.. so suprise-suprise i got myself a nokia 8250 as well..



after a good long run with the nokia 8250, its screen died on me finally and i got a new phone reluctantly. i still loved my 8250 but it was time for a change. my first samsung clamshell phone. samsung s500 with color ! pretty pretty screen with the ugliest sounding ring tones. haha.


the thing about phones is that you'd play with your friends phone and somehow get hooked on it and want one for yourself. going back to my hometown for eid fitri, i was toying around with my cousins nokia 6600, i was so amazed with the camera and symbian OS i emptied my pockets to get me one as well.. man it cost a bomb! sadly it got stolen after 4 months use.. SIGH!



losing a phone during college was hard, i felt lost and empty. like i just broke up with a girlfriend or sumthing. ;p since i already spent most of my savings on getting the nokia 6600, i had to get a replacement phone which was cheap and reliable. so i got myself a nokia 3100 which costs 300 ringgit .. a very reliable phone. :)



living in the UK opened up new doors for cell phones since it had those yearly contract offers which came with a free phone. so i finally parted with my trusty nokia 3100 and got my first PDA phone. the o2 mini S phone with full qwerty keyboard..



upon reaching the end of my yearly contract i decided to get the current phone im using the nokia n95 with 5 megapixel cam. though somedays i still miss my mini S .. but the 5 megapixel camera cancels out the feeling :P my only complaint for this phone is its battery life which sucks when your travelling.

aight. im off. no mood to write :D ta

tired..

i'm tired of opening my wallet to see only paper receipts and id cards.
i'm tired of checking my balance to see such a depressing number.
i hate calculating all my bills and knowing how big of a hole i have in my pockets.
i long for the day when i can spend my money without care.

ugh!

when will i be rich!

bye.

constructive criticism

been busy trying to juggle things about.

ugh.

realized this morning of how im always playing catch up. bad habit. really. but really, its not like i want to be this way. heh. :P

anyways, i always find it really nerve wrecking when i step into my supervisors office. the moment i step foot into the building, the smell of the carpet hits me and i start to get nervous. getting feedback on my report, he said he wasnt pleased. that i was more less mumbling in it.

so i explained myself, i was playing it safe. scared of putting too much detail that if questioned i'd stutter.

which i did.

he explained again the theories for like the 80th(exaggerated ;p) time or something.. all of which i already know and have a clear cut picture of but just cant seem to put it into words when questioned.

i felt foolish. i felt like i was back in school again.

but he was supportive this time around. which i am happy to know, giving feedback of what i must do(though half of em i am already doing).. its constructive.

its already feb, i have jitters about how all if this would turn up. keeps me up at night some nights. but i am confident, i will make it.

this time around, its not the depressive peer pressure. but more of a 'i've alot of ground to cover but i know there are people to support me through..'

so perhaps its because i lack of self belief which dampens my success level..

fear not mother and father!

whilst i let out a roar of courage(sounds more like a meow if u ask me). i have found what i was missing last time around. only thing left is..

'bile laa duit mara nk masuk ni weii.....'