444

my last post marked my 444th post.. sweet digits huh?

anyways, yesterday was boxing day or 'hari tinju' according to the lads.

woke up at 6 and drove up north to cheshire oak retail outlet.. the biggest factory outlet store in the UK and man they werent lying, cus it was just massive !

this year is a lot better than last year.. since i get to spend more without feeling like i need to starve myself .. heh.

bought a 2 shirts, a polo t, a t shirt and a jersey.

was good all in all.

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hrmm..

had an interesting experience last nite when i was about to doze off..

it was weird and a lil scary ..

like i've always heard about when people fall asleep, that sometimes they are in this state of a dream(or half awake..) that they feel flattened by another being. that they can feel being themselves being pressed hard to the floor(or bed in most cases) and that when they try to wake up they cant..

i think i sorta had that feelin last nite.

though it gets more interesting, first i dreaming .. cant really remember about what.. but then i felt the need to wake up. but i cant, my body would not permit, it just wouldnt listen.. after quite some time of fighting to get up. i finally did manage to get up.. i looked around my surroundings and notice that everything was still the same..

so i went over to my table, sat on the chair and started writing.. dont ask why was i writing cus i dont know myself. then later i realize that i was back in bed.. this time .. with the pen in my hands.

like i dreamt of waking up, then when i really woke up the pen was in my hand.

my subconscious was telling me that this wasnt real, that i had to wake up. so i fought harder to wake up..

it felt like i was pushing a boulder off me.

finally my eyes were open, i searched around .. for anything amidst.. perhaps that pen which i dreamt about..

nothing.

everything was in place.. i sat up looking around again.. trying to regain myself control whilst clearing my head of any doubt.

everything was in place.

reciting a few verses of the quran .. i closed my eyes again.

waking up to today.

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heeheehee. that some creepy stuff rite there i tell ya ! :D

anyways, off to shower now. byebye !