torn.

just got back from futsol. bah too tired to go into details.

my contacts tore. that means no more good lookin suff. only nerdy suff is left.
fuck.

i hate being short sighted. i will get an eye operation to cure this shortcoming. bah wouldnt be suprised if i had to pay it myself either.

not sure what i'm feeling right now. its a mixture of depressed/fatique/troubled as if it could get any worst than that.

i need to find my sanctuary again...