back home.

ah, finally back in college. reached here on sunday afternoon and heh. glad to be back ere.

its kinda weird that i'd actually say this, since this is my first time staying in a campus. well okay it was pretty much a culture shock when i first reached here. but now heh. lovin it. literally.

*reachin college dorm..

ah.. the smell of good ol paperworks and assignments.. mmhmmm. good. then comes the screams, shouts and pure joy laughter. this is college. aint trying to exagerate things but seriously this place is where i'd find peace sometimes and well.. some of my closest friends live here. in this place. we are family.

its been a year and a half. semester's ending real soon and fuck the assignments really do kill. kill they may but i've grown so used to em that sometimes when i'd even start lookin for work when im free. its a habit to stay up late. its a fashion statement for having eye-bags. its a sign of hardwork to dress like a slacker during presentation. haha ok i was just talking bull.

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so fuck that. its gonna be another year here. then its off to the UK. im starting to feel old. speaking of feeling old. today is my b'day. hurah for mee! i'm fucking 19 now! whooptidoodledoooo.

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when the clock stroke midnight. a sudden earie feeling came about. for the first time i'm celebrating it in college. i could feel that the was people looking for me. every knock on the door would make my head turn. finally, the door opened. 4 of me closest friends barged in! 1 holding a big cutter, 1 holding a bottle o drink. 2 of em grabbed my by the hands and dragged me on the floor. i let out a small faggotish scream...

when it was done, i had my prided stripped off me. i felt dishonored..

they ..

theyyy ...

those bastartss..

cut my pubes.

haha well okay they didnt strip my pants off and shaved me bald but then took a lil nip off the top. with a bloody big mother of all cutter. hehe. well it was funny. lucky there wasnt any camera's. good laugh.. fuckers. cheers guys.

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had a long long time alone to think of what am i gonna major in my degree. concluded that.

I DONT FUCKING KNOW!

pretty messed up that actually i dont know what i wanna do in life. other than to prove those bastards who looked down on me. hopefully the british edu fair will enlighten me and push me to where i'm suppose to be in life.

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eheee.. after trying soo hard to wait until after exams to get me a new phone. couldnt resist.. gotten a good deal and decided to grab it while its there. now i have 6600. my new baby. mmhmm! will be installing new softwares on it soon. nyeh nyeh nyeh.

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lastly.. its my fucking birthday why hasnt any of you bastards msged me yet!

ehee.. just kiddin ..

cheers mate. i'm 19 and slowly becoming the man i'm suppose to be. ;P