fit as hell

yesterday;

insomnia sucks. but i woke up early anyways to do what i had planned for. suddenly my mom made some ruccuss about going out for breakfast. thus i had to wait till she gets back so i can use the car. she only got back at about 12. thus my plans for an early drop was schrewed.

at 12noon. i looked outside to check the weather. it was a tad gloomy but i decided to just go and get it done with. so i drove slowly to shah alam. doubts cloud my mind on the outcome of my drop but i was already on my way.

the drop;
i was already at the shah alam batu 3 toll and it still didnt rain. things were going well so far. alas, cursed this mouth for saying things a lil too early, i reached the first roundabout and it started to drip. by the second roundabout it was raining heavily. i wasnt sure if i should call it a day and just head home. drop it off some other day or something. rained at the last minute damnit. thats like the biggest omen ever! but then i felt that i couldnt bring myself to drive back here agian just for this. so i decided to wait it out. i parked nearby her house and waited for the rain to stop.

i sat there in the car, observing the surroundings. thinking about alotta shit. about me n her. about my future, my life.. everything. then u just have to give hitz fm a hand for their impeccable timing. each time i was a tad emo, songs which remind me of her kept playing.

suffieaee; already emo, listening to emo song, alone in the car outside of the girls house, its raining outside.

fucking hell. u cant bloody get any emo than that man!

it slowly drizzled.. and i just got out of my car and left the gift on her gate.

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tis now, the next day. more than 24 hours have passed. i still havent received a thank u msg nor a sorry msg from her. u can just feel her appreciation towards me ey.

sigh.

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played some footie in the evening. well for 30 minutes only.

*REMINDER; never overdo footie after not playing for almost a month.

i injured myself. pfft. before the game. WATTAHELL!

*puts hand over face.