Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

incase i forget or get lazy within the next few days..



a special wish of 'Selemat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir Batin..'

tudududu

just received this picture frm a friend;

it was taken during a charity event back in may or so..

nothing else to post abt.. :P






oh.. the suit i'm wearing.. i lost it whilst moving out the other day. must of left it or sumthing.. sigh.. i really liked that suit.. i lost the whole set, 2 piece suit, pink shirt, blue tie and leather belt.

sigh.

exactly the reason why i hate moving ..

bitterness

emptying all the contents of the leftovers boxers i found a dvd containing videos from seniors.

as i popped it in my laptop it contained graduation video's of the previous seniors whom all are now mostly working back in malaysia.

pretty faces of joy and laughter filled the atmostphere .. knowing that their path has converged into a new junction of their lives. the path of a working individual.

i wasnt around for my supposed graduation. knowing that it was too painful to bear.

fellow friends and colleageus alike all dawned in black robes with blue stripes in the most joyest of festives.

yet i was away.

i locked up my frail and unstable emotions. shielded by the faith and support of my parents.

i was not around to see her walk up the stage and be awarded her degree. eventhough at heart i knew it was one of the few significant moments in ones life. i closed the door to festivities. i locked it and sealed it tight.

remembering a few days later when all of whom published their momentus photo's on their social-network websites. i refused my curious hand, i didnt view their pictures. understanding my pain, she hid her photos of her celebration and did not mention anything about it.

the lowest of lows.

as she hid her dress which was tailored specifically for that occasion. i only saw it in her closet.

bitterness is what still fills me when i remember or stumble on video's or pictures like these.

i vowed not to go for my own graduation for my time of celebration has passed. why should i celebrate the final day of being unfairly treated ? to shake the hand of a person who know not of the sacrifices and heartache i've beared. whilst he smile at me and say congratulations.

nay.

i rather celebrate with the ones whom supported me most. ones who believe in me and not rob me blindly.

i could not stop the feeling of bitterness, for too many promises have been broken since.

a promise to return home.

a promise to work and contribute.

a promise to not slack up and let down the hopes of the ones you love.

today another promise was broken. as i felt distraught, i know that i was to be blamed and no one else. i was suppose to be back at home. i was suppose to be there.

so long as i still stay in this place, is it wrong for me to ridicule myself ? knowing my bruises will heal yet the scars will stay forever to remind me what not to do in life.

not to fail ever again.

Tour

sorry my voice seems to be abit slow.. and i think i say 'sampah' too many times :P

new lappiee.. purr purr..

so after much frustration .. and thinking.. i bought a new laptop!

weee..

introducing the Asus - M50VC.. pictures first! :P






Basic specs:

Processor
* Intel® Core™2 Duo Montevina Processor T 8400 (2.26 GHz )
Memory
* 4096 Mb ( 2048 x 2) DDR II 800
Hard Drive
* 2.5" 9.5 mm
* SATA 320 GB 5400 RPM
Display
* 15.4" WXGA+ (1440 x 900)
Graphics
* NVidia GeForce 9300 with 512 MB

and now the more unconventional pictures. :P


the look of joy! :D (yes muke busuk tak mandi haha :P)


deal also includes a asus-targus laptop bag and mouse.

however the screen was still reflective like my ol hp. which is sometimes a nuisance cause of the glare and everything. but something which i discovered yesterday.. this laptop has automated ambient brightness control.

which means that the screen brightness changes depending on the surrounding.

:) :) :) :)


the new setup.

my annoying HP DV9030ea 17" laptop and the new and shiny ASUS M50VC

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update on the HP issue.

yesterday in the midst of unwrapping my new toy, HP called and left a voicemail.. they also sent an email which reads..

Dear , Suffian

Thank you for contacting HP Technical Support.

The issue that you are having with your laptop will need repair. However you will need to take the laptop back to the retailer to get it repaired as we have an agreement with them to get the unit repaired. If your laptop is Out-of-warranty there is no need to worryu as this issue is covered by an extended warranty on your laptop and the repair will be at no cost to you. If you have difficulty getting the laptop repaired via the retailer contact this telephone number 0844 800 6020 and they would be able to get the unit booked in for repair.

so now i need to lug my 3.96kg laptop to PC World to get it fixed. after that imma sell its ass. though its not gonna get me much cash, ebay going rate is about £380 .. so we'll see how it goes..
for now i'm contented that i can do my work with ease.

anyways,

off to uni now.. traa

patent

i think i should be earning for patenting logos.

2 years back i designed the logo for the malaysian society here and couple o days back i just designed the Kelab UMNO logo.

in the commercial world, i'd be earning like LOADS now. :D

but hey, all for the greater good of the comunity.

heres the Malaysian Student Society Logo.. 2 years running so far ! w00t-w00t!!



and the new Kelab UMNO surrey logo..


comments please..