the vicious cycle of life.

freedom for students is normally associated when exams are over.
however sudden death is the feeling when exam results are about to come out.

okay maybe not sudden death, but more to mixed feelings. the anxiety attacks awaiting the results to be posted is just.. ughhh!

'did i do well? please god tell me i least got that question right. omg i cant handle this stress!'

then comes the judgment day. as you move your finger downwards searching for your id no. then slowly scrolling right towards all the marks.. from then on, its either;

'omfg i passed heck i aced all of em yayyyy!'
'oh okay. passed. decent marks. cant complain.' or
'shite. shite. shite. shite !'

its the very last one of those expressions which everyone hates. but in this cruel life, one thing i've learn is that you have to fall before you can taste greatness. its that old cliche saying of 'getting back on the horse after you fall'. corny, but true. i'm not saying its an easy act to do. trying not to be depressed when the shit hits the fan.



but its how you react to it which makes you more mature and probably an adult.

boohoo. man i hate that word; adult. bah!

i myself have felt the lowest point in my life. actually i think i started at the lowest point and slowly trotted upwards. i was the perfect example for high school screw ups. i hated it so much that i didnt wanna learn anything. it was just a place to meet friends and chat basically. but it came a point, though quite late that you'd feel guilty to yourself for not trying, guilty to your parents for wasting so much of their money and guilty for giving them false hope.

so like a switch being flicked on.

i decided to work a lil harder then i normally do and that has proved to be the pivotal changing point in my life.

okay i lied. after that there was the downfall of gf blunder. still.

what i'm trying to say is, picking yourself up is the hardest when your at your lowest. but when you do, you get this natural high which makes you feel like your a supernatural being and anything was possible. you start seeing life in a whole different picture. confidence and greatness comes in as well as a neat package.

so kids, message of the day is .. dont dwell, move on, work hard and remember to spend suffie drinks when you see him :D

lates.