stargazin

most of my life i've walked this earth underneath the stars alone. taking long strides, i rethink of all the conversations i had for the day. repeating the funny bits and taking note of the opposite. looking up i see the stars shining down on me. hinting something, a solution, an idea, a reason perhaps.

smiling.

2am. on a cold winter night. i walked underneath the stars again, this time i was not alone. we giggled and laughed. i looked to you to see you smiling so bright. perhaps even brighter than the stars themselves.

tonight i look up to the stars again.

but i am alone again.. with my hands at the back of my head, i lie flat in the cold wet grass.

clueless.

on this dark dark night. there were no stars shining.. at all.

as the wind swept by.

i continued searching.. it must be there somewhere.. it must !

my chest felt different in the morning, it felt heavy.

achooo!

so much for stargazin.. crappy cold.