what pathetic life we live

weee.

finally a decent pc, air-conditioning and footie game soon. hah! the agony of not having the 'internet' for over 3 days. call me sally and whip me silly! i live on the net. previous weekend was a real bummer. staying at home, munching on food, sitting infront o the pc. sad sad life for a person without cash. nevertheless a good book does wonders.

shit. not again.

lately been having this really bad case of memory lapse. it feels so damn fucked up that when your about to say something, suddenly it dissapears. fuck.

take this very moment for an instant. few minutes ago i had a whole lotta shit to rant about. now. its gone. what the fukkk.. has my brain burnt out or what? aiee.. my memory still hasnt gone haywire yet.

sssh.

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tomorrow my sister leaves for oz.

YAY!

the car's back to my possession! wooptidoolefuckinglydoo!! finally after like 2 months of driving so fucking rarely. its finally mine again. my baby honda. my sexy crimson red hawtie darling. me-bella.. me-bella..

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few days back, an old habit kicked in. multiplayer games. yeayea, sad pathetic life i have. it only started again after people start inviting me to play against them. not that i'm any good in em. i lost practically 3/4 of em. i sux0r. said the l337 m4st3r. uahuaha.

the irony is my head gets heavy after 2 hours of playing. coming frm a person who hold a runners up medalist in cybergames back in 2002 here. seen here that i'm a changed man u faggots.

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fuck.

seriously this memory lapse thing is really getting to me.

laters.