wasted

its 6.46am. fuck me if i dont enough sleep even on my goddamn holidays. anyways. reason i'm up is cause i'm suppose to go do my mycard with me dad. but weird thing is. i'm not sure if my dad was the one that switched on my room lights or i slept off and woke up by myself. hrmm. it'll be real weird if i woke up by myself. heh.

snap snap. rules for taking the photo is to wear a collared shirt. so i decided to slit on my away manutd jersey(with collar) and pose like a footballer when they take my picture. haha. least it'll boost me moral in playin soccer till old age.

after that its off to footie for a game.

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yesterday my cousin said he saw the results for the fcuk models. what makes it even more fucked is. according to him they all look like shit. they had 6 male models and 6 females. the real model looking ones were only like 2 of em. for the males. think its about the same for females.

so here i am, feeling utterly disgust. oh my gawwd. dammnit i could of been one of those fucking 6 finalist easily. damnnitt. fuck fuck fuck!

arghhH!!!

imagine 3k endorsement of fcuk products. i could fill me whole wardrobe with that shit. not to mention a contract with andrew's model. those faggot wankers u see posing in fhm are andrew's models. i could of been in fhm! damnnit! fuck man fuckkk!!

now i feel pissed at any model.

my ex is a model.

she's coming for my open hs this sat.

maybe i should give her a piece of my mind. that'll be fun.

okay maybe not.

bah! ARHGHHH!!!

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fuck that. now i gotta go to maju junction. laters.

fucking models. fucking faggotish models.. fuckkk..

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update

couldnt pose as a footballer for mycard.

reason : must wear dark colored collared shirt. BAH!

*reached maju junction at 7.40.. takes a number. *kaching* your number is 3394.

hrmm looks like a good number. *looks at the estimated time of que..*sqwints eyes*

12.00 - 2.00 pm.

its now. 8.00am. WHAT THE BLOODY HELL AM I GONNA FUKCING DO HERE FOR ANOTHER 5 HOURS?!!

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so decided to screw the que. went for breakfast. then try our lucks at Jabatan Pendaftaran Daerah Sepang. yup. went all the way to fucking sepang from KL just to fucking do our mycard.

in the end it paid off. sepang's que was wayy wayy shorter. after 1 hour it was our turn. snap snap. done. now i'm fucking sleepy. wanna sleep.

.. this morning i woke up by myself. how the fuck did that happen. dozed off at 3. woke up at 6? thats 3 hours only. wtf is wrong with me..