emo

right lads.
merry fucking christmas to you lots who are celebrating. to the rest, i hope you wanks got a full stomach by leeching on to the free food.
just like me.
mmm.
full.

got a whole lotta shit to say abt singapore but its just taking too much time to write down so i've postponed it. next post will be about singapore. dont put your hopes on it to be all too wonderful.

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i'll go straight to the point. the lads today are going to go for an extra drinking session at ee mun's place later tonight. they've invited me to go. which i would happily oblige. but please understand me if i said i dont feel like going. as much as i would like to constrain myself and put the past behind me with the snap of a finger.

i still do not feel 100% comfortable hanging out the whole bunch of us. old old friends. then suddenly my ex is there.

its weird. its unnatural. its .. my ex.

time is one thing but the fact remains that there was a history there.

believe me when i say that i do not act myself if she's there.

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a rule must be made for future reference.

ex's are not allowed to hang out with more than 3 occasions.

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i'm emo. fuck me for being human.