weight of the world

past few weeks or so i've been lugging around my laptop for most of the time. a 17" laptop + power adapter and all my notes. partially my fault for wanting a media entertainment laptop, explains the big ass screen. but it was a good investment for someone who's only means of entertainment was watching downloaded movies and tv series.

its as if i've grown a shell. ive turned into a turtle. -_-

doesnt help either that my bag is green in color. heh.

anyways, of late i've been staying up till 5am cramming as much as possible in my 'looks quite large but not so' head. waking up at 1pm make my heavy lunch, take my 2 hours of freedom and slowly lug my shell into classrooms to continue doing work.

this has literally taken its toll on me, my shoulder's been hurting for ages now and at times it does feel like i'm carrying the weight of the world on my back.

there are moments where i just wanna scream,

'aaaaaghhhh dahh laaaa bosan nk mampos buat bende niiiiiiii!'
*translation:
'aaaaaghhhh i'm so sick and tired of this rubbishhhhhhhhhhh!'

but 2 seconds later i'd dive back into what i was doing then. if not start streaming tv3's website for more rubbish to rant about.

lalalaa.. k better not waste anymore time .. time to continue work ta