from the heavens to earth

wokay. so this is gonna be my first post for the year 2007, the previous one didnt count cus i was too lazy to write anything good. haha.

anyways, i havent been doing much of anything this week..

i got a job now.. its a part time job .. so imma be working 2 hours per day from monday to friday. their gonna pay me 6 quids per hour, so if you do the math .. that'll be 60 quids per week.. and about 240 quids per month if i dont skip any work.. :P

at first i was slightly shamed to tell people what imma be working as.. but i reckoned whats the point of keeping it a secret anyways. you twats are gonna find out, so might as well get it out there and over with.. imma working as a cleaner on campus.. cleaning offices .. yep, em wiping desks and vacuuming floors and shite.

some of ya might ask like why choose this job, cant i find a better job?

well, getting a job in the UK aint all that easy love..

thats lotsa protocols and things which you must have .. and em english are just fussy lil buggers. im thanking god that i got this job .. since its near(on campus) and the pay's pretty alrite. though i wouldnt mind more.. heh.

it took quite abit of getting used to at first.. cus to be frank, there are just times when i'm even too lazy to clean after myself. what else other people's shite.. plus i was used to working proper jobs, proper as in professional.

after a while, it slowly sanked in. i might've been someone huge in msia, with a good professional job, huge pay cheque and what not.. but here.. i'm a nobody.

i mean have you seen a future engineer cleaning your floor?

its sort of a self reflection moment, where you fall to your knee's and realize that your just a puny being in this huge world. that there are millions of bigger things than you.. there are even times when i wonder if i suddenly dissapeared, would the world even notice that i went missing..

but thats just that at the moment feeling lonely and depressed talk.. :P

i've scrapped my plans to go for internships during the summer..

cus i have a strong feeling that my results arent gonna be all so colourful.. so instead, imma be working for 2 months to earn me some hundred quids and spend the leftover month in msia with good ol mates and family.

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theres something about this whole 2007 year which tells me that imma be having a challenging year to come.. i dont know what awaits.. but if its as interesting as em movies which are coming out during the summer.. sign me up. haha..

totally had no connections there.. but yea, you get what a mean yea?

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it hit me like a huge frying pan right smack in the face that this year, i've gotta move on..

fact is that, i've been hoping for something which my head told me to leave it.. but my heart said hold on.. there might a be a chance..

well.. its over now.

move on mate.. move on ..

so heres to a whole new year with a whole new load of weird issue's and bollocks nonsense !

p/s: im still a lazy arse which cant be bothered to upload pictures. HAHAHAHHAA. traaa