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right. my laptop's officially fucked. so anyways, i was browsing through this pc .. and i found alotta old stuff like pictures and stuff. bloody hell, its only been almost 3 years but just seein the pictures and browsing through brought back alotta shit. its like walking down memory lane. but a really bad one. haha. i seriously look geeky. like i had a huge text on my forehead which says' DWEEB'. its soo bad its like watching reruns of old 70 dance hits. those which u squint ur eyes just to make sure ur seeing it right. bad hairdo, bollocks fashion sense and u get that 'phuuuweee wattafuck was i thinking back then ..' look across ur face. geek. least now its not so bad.. cooler than last time la. ;p i also have this habit of saving text conversations back then during the age of ICQ and mIRC. cus it helps me remember stuff and also for future reference. even now i still do it just in case. so i was reading some of the conversations i had. fuckme, it really brings back alotta shit. mostly bad and horrid not to mention things which i've totally forgotten now. remembering what exactly i found offensive back then and compare it to now. heh alotta differ man. in simple terms, those were the 70's and now i'm in the 21st century. yanumsayin'.. i wanna post up the pictures for comparison but since my laptop's fucked. so theres no nice ones to really compare. thus i'm too lazy. mebbe next time or sumthing. omfg i was soo geeky man, shit im furiously embarrassed at myself for being so. imma man now. haha. and i reckon i'd stay this way or manlier with age. woot. another thing i noticed was that last time cus i had soo much chinese influence in me. that i totally speaked like one. ya know with all that irc language shortwords. i never knew i was so ahbeng on the net. haha. like whoa, cyber-ahbengizedmalay speakin. with all the 'mahh's' at the back. shit come to think of it, i remembered i cud even speak abit o chinese backthen too. only abit. ok fine. barely. minus all the curses. words like sohai,mahai,knnbccb and tiu doesnt count. fucking hell, which reminds me, that i even tried taking mandarin lessons for 3 months last time. goddamn! apart frm that, i now also remember all the mistakes which i've done.. and how fucking snobbish i seemed. even with the geeky looks. i was a jerk then and hopefully not now. not to mention a very selfminded one too. i guess thats the biggest embarrassing fact which i just realized amidst all these memories.