awakening?

listen up! listen up!

after a fucking month i've been back, a month since i've cursed with much profanities about women who are just too stupid. a month since i last fucking visited shah alam. guess what? she finally fucking msged me. well well well, what do we have here..

and so the msg went like so..

hey suffian.. its me j. well, i feel like i need to clear some things out with u. first of all, tq very2 much for d gift, it was really nice, thoughtful n degil of u.. but i appreciates all d trouble u'd gone through to deliver it to me. thanks. when u were away, a lot of things happen.. 1 of my really close cousin past away. her funeral was like a real wake up call for me from d life i've lived through. i had a great time with u, but i felt as though u dont really know me. so, sorry if i've hurt u in any way. take care, bye ;)

and so, it is done. she makes it sound as though i just dropped off the gift yesterday. wooptidoodlefuckingpoodledoo~! anyways. i just cant be bothered to reply her. she says its all about some phenominal awakening, wooooo.. can it be a sign from the all mighty? or just ur rationality in ur brain just churning rubbish. for goodness sake, during those fucking moments, i've dedicated most of my efforts in getting to know u, yet u push pass me time and time again. i step aside giving space and yet, when it was time u turn back to me. it was u who fucking placed me in the fucking situations i was in.

anywyays. bollocks i say. fuck off and thank you kindly.

that has got to be the most utter shite nonsense i've ever heard from the female kind. bear in mind i do have 3 elder sisters. so.. sorry ladies for being a tad biased. but for heavensake you dont need a fucking close death experience to realize shit like that. plus what the fuck does my relationship with you have do to anything with ur life's thats soo changed now.

i've been through shits worst than u have, trust me. it will take a mere few nanoseconds before u get back into that old habit made of shit you call life again..

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but tis all good. no needs for any worrying abouts i's. i's doing very fine with other shit to bear its weight. plus i got class tomorrow at 9am. what bigger shit can be worst than that. yea, i'm in the computer lab right now. god, i'm spending my weekends in college too.

aiyayai~!

will be posting more hate soon;tomorrow. friends waiting me outside. laters.