monday.

after more than 2 weeks of absolutely no excercise, sweating only when theres sun out and eating more than 3 meals a day. suffieaee now has that sexy sexy pregnant look most european's have. yep, i've manage to blend it perfectly under only 2 weeks! blimey, thats just brilliant ey. alas. the biggest diff is, europeans have beer guts. not flabby fats.

thus, suffieaee's going jogging tomorrow~!.

hopefully..

*cross fingers*

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went to birmingham today, a short summary of birmingham.

birmingham/manchester is somewhat the second largest city after london.

so anyways, went to the bullring. supposedfly that the bullring is the largest shopping mall in uk. if my ears serves me right that is. after seing it with me own eyes. it aint that big sweet heart. shopping malls in malaysia are way bigger. pfft. biggest in uk.pfffftt.. haha. pansy ass aint i.

went into starbucks and the sight of the menu was soo thrilling. imagine, cafe latte's, frappacino's all for only 1.89 .. pounds. bleh, just take the number not currency. only a measly 1.89 man. the price we malaysians pay for a nescafe can drink. those caffein addicts would die in joy. or perhaps die in coffee. whichever.

had a very short tour of birmingham uni. not up to my fancy. i dont know, perhaps i already saw what i was looking for in notts. non the less, i'll still just apply for birm. see where the future brings me.

wanted to visit cadbury world. yep, CHOCOLATE factory ladies. but sadly the god damn factory closed at 3pm. moronic isnt it. who the fuck opens from 8am till 3pm. bloody lazy english bastards.

bought meself the jeans i wanted from next. 20 quids. ;) also aston villa's away jersey for only 10 quids. wee~!

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goddamnit. my 6630 cant be goddamn unlocked.

to those of u who dont understand, here in the uk. their network providers like o2, orange and vodafone give out phones for free when u register their lines. normal thing ey. but the only diff is, because the phone is free. they lock it so that onlyt THEIR simcard can be used on it.

the solution for this is to unlock it, problem is. tis said that theres only 2 people in the world who can unlock nokia 6630/6680. i've been all over london rying to find a solution. sigh. piss off nokia. if i knew earlier i'd have this trouble i'd settled for a samsung.

so now, worst comes to worst. if by the time i go back to msia the phone is still locked. then i'd be using the phone as an mp3player. funky ey. bloody bastard. gees! argh!

just when i was about to enjoy having a new phone.

me: dudes check out my new phone.. *shows off*
lads: whoaaaa.. wicked shit... *rumbles mumbles jumbles* .. eh dude. no sim, ssup?
me: er. the phones locked, i callout using me old phone. *shyly takes out a 3100*
lads: confused. *blink-blink* hAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
me: bastards.

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as used that i am to these kinda of situations. it still leaves a mark on me whenever it happens. the big question mark that's left at the very end always leaves me confused. where did i go wrong, how come these situations happen to me so often, tis so troubling when it looks as though thres something wrong with me. not them. but what?

i took a chance when i knew the odds were against me.
she responded with open arms.
i moved slow, not wanting to rush things.
she didnt push me away,
for a brief moment it felt complete.

alas, something changed her mind,
she was unsure,
i stepped back, giving her space,
she called for me,
it was alright again, till
i had to leave..

something changed her,
now she's gone. forever?