the days of mischief & mayhem.

yesterday after a 2 hour chat with feef. i kinda realized that im currently not my usuall self. the usuall self meaning, the old mischievous and wacky self i used to be .. sad but true fact i guess.

the old days, i used to make a living at doing non-sense. things like what u see in jackass, which arent only stupid but nontheless hilarious stuff. perhaps its the differential lifestyle which i now succumb to which makes me unable to unwind and unleash my true old self. life now seems to be all too serious and stressful.

though i do not regret what i've achieved so far in life, i know these achievements will bring me nearer to that goal in life..

'Being absolutely filthy rich, marry a model wife, drive an luxury car, marry a second model wife, own an apartment dead centre of KL which i'll use just for clubbing nights, marry a third wife who's the daughter of a millionaire and lastly join the millionaire's club by the age of 35 and retiring by the age of 40'

haha. just kidding.

but i rejoice at the fact that i'l be graduating at the end of this year and i'll ahve a whole bloody 9 months to be the old jackass self. which i hope i dont die from boredom first.

ironically, if u were to tell the jackass version of suffieaee when he was 16 that he'd be taking engineering, i can assure you. it'll be the joke of the year.

i hardly attended class, i failed most of my subjects, my parents assumed that i'd fail atleast 2 of my subjects and receive passes for the rest of em for SPM, i only went to school for the sake of killing time and bumming about with friends.

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though it was never fruitful to be mischievous. but the idea was fun and assuringly hilarious. how'd i'd become such a serious character sometimes contrasts way too much, i myself am baffled.

so now, i shall make an oath. to remember my roots and pray that my son doesnt come out like bam margera. though i promise to be a kewl dad in the future, a son like that i'd fuck him up in no time.