gone gone

just got back from london.

went to see muh cousin.

was good.

but in a way i felt i lost a day's worth of studying.

cus im way too tired now to do any studying...

its already 12.

i think i'll hit the sack soon. wake up early tomorrow and concentrate really hard.

getting scarier by the day.

i havent covered enough yet.

ugh.

i hate my procrastinative self.

nor do i want to overstudy like a singaporean friend of mine. who studies like 17 / 24 hours. which i think is craayyzehhh..

cus if i was to do that.. i'd go bonkers. smack a fuse or sumthing.

erghhhhhh..

cutest lil words

finishing my first round of studying math. decided to take the afternoon off.

with all the stress .. i decided to called her abit, but she was watching a movie and said she'd meet me online later..

when she was online.. she was really chirpy ..

:)

she even sent a voice recording which was soooo cute.

haha!

i saved the recording and she got angry.

:P

now i have a cure for boring nights ..

never fails to bring a smile on my face listening to it.

heeheeeeeee.

i feel all kiddish again. blehhhh

bad joke

i came back to my room just now to have lunch.. and coincidentally she was online.

it was all nice and fine.. till she joked about sumthing which i took as serious.

her: i'm a bi.
me: HAAA? ur not serious rite?
her: serious.
me: ur messing wit me..
her: really..
her: thats why i dont have a bf now..
her: cus i have a gf
her: later she'll get jealous...
me: err..
me: since when?
me: seriously dont kid about these things aight..
her: since like high school..
me: ouh..............
her: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

so she was joking abt it. but fuckin hell. those kind of things u bloody hell dont joke about!

in my mind it was already saying..
'fucking hell not again !!'

thats sucha mean prank. even if it is funny.

the funny-ness doesnt balance the evil-ness.

i couldnt think straight for like 10 minutes ..

sheeeeeesh!

taking a break from studying...

Layer ONE: On the Outside
Name: suffie G :D
Birth Date: 24th nov 1985
Current Status: single
Eye color: dark brown
Hair: Color: black
Righty or Lefty: right
Zodiac Sign: saggie-tayy-riouss

Layer TWO: On the inside
Your Heritage: melayu rabaks rocks kapaks
Your Fears: failing in life
Your Weakness: distractions.. from .. things ..
Your Perfect Pizza: meat-ish with extra saucee annd loads of cheese!

Layer THREE: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: shit what time issit?
Your Bedtime: never certain
Your most missed memory: seeing that cheeky lil smile of my nephew/niece + makin her smile

Layer FOUR: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: vanilla coke?
McDonald’s or Burger King: BK for its burgers, MCD's for its fries
Single or group dates: i fly solo.
Adidas or Nike: NIKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Lipton tea or Nestea: nestea?
Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla chocolate ! haha. k fine choc
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino.. till i was told that it has the MOST concentrated coffee content. sheesh!

Layer FIVE: Do you
Curse: not so often :P
Take a shower: once in the morning and once at night. :)
Have a crush: there'll always be one.
Think you’ve been in love: been there? yep. lost it? yep.
Go to school: yessss
Want to get married: when the time is right.
Believe in yourself: most of the time
Think you’re a health freak: i'd reckon imma pretentious one. cus i just cant be arsed to live a routine life.

Layer SIX: In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: nope.
Gone to the mall: yep. window shoppin for brokes
Been on stage: yea. but i just stood there. me mates did the presentation. haha !
Eaten sushi: nope. would love to though..
Dyed your hair: mebbe the coming month?

Layer SEVEN: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: yeap. got bored.
Changed who you were to fit in: so happens that i changed quite alot over the past 5 years.

Layer EIGHT
Age you’re hoping to be married: 30?

Layer NINE: In a Girl/Guy.
Best eye colour: light brown / purple? :D
Best hair colour: i loike blondes, redheds, brunettes and black. haha! kay fine black then
Short or long hair: middle?

Layer TEN: What Were You Doing.
1 minute ago: was studying. had to take a break.
1 hour ago: 'Double heterodyne has 2 IF frequenciess.. 2 local oscillators..' yep STUDY!
4.5 hours ago: on msn with friends from msia :)
1 month ago: figuring out if im doing the right thing ..
1 year ago: in the midst of finishing my hnd !!

Layer ELEVEN: Finish The Sentence
I love: the way she laughs, her eyes and her pouty lips. :)
I feel: that i need more time to adjust
I hate: my bad habit of procrastinating!
I hide: my feelings.
I miss: mom, dad, sisters, nephew, niece, mates back in msia, her and playing footie in the afternoon sun !
I need: a clear state of mind to study for my FINALS !!

traa traa

hello lovely's and gents,

first of all..

thanks to those of you who wished me a happy birthday..

for those of you who forgot.. may you burn in hell for all your sins !

haha. okay im just kidding.

cut to the chase;

at 12 midnight, a knock came from my door and then later a head popped through.

with a huge grin, my mate says happy birthday.

so i went to see who else was around..

first i only saw 2 of em.. then suddenly someone pulled my hand and i was forced to go outside.

SMACK!

i've been egged!

crap!

so yea, went to clean my hair.. then to the kitchen where everyone was waiting..

centre of the table was a cake.

and on it was..

'tiramisu'

haha!

ate the cake, was really nice.

then one of my ol mate tossed a box at me.

opened it and .. traaa !

a LAVA-LAMP!

yeayyyness !

ironically, i had this hunch that he was gonna get me that lavalamp. haha ! and hey it was true !

so yea.. now my room is sexy and groovy !

i'd post pictures of it but then it'll spoil the groovyness ;P

now all i need is a technicolor potrait of myself in 4 colors on the wall. hell yea. groovy baby !

-

mum called like at 9am, woke me up. chatted for abit. =)

then i thought i'd try my luck calling her. she picked up! was so pleased, buuutt i had a hunch that she'd forgotten abt my birthday as well cus she didnt text me or anything. she was saying sorry for quite abit. told her it was alright. :) she was out at the time, so only managed a 13minute call. but it was good enough. felt like ages since the last time..

its a slow celebration but i hardly celebrate birthdays anyways.

imma happy.

tick tick tick

psst!

its gonna be midnight soon !

:)