taraaa!

had a nice chat with a friend earlier on...

depicting the nonsense and rubbish which goes on in a relationship. i was making a statement about how girls these days have serious bad taste, that they often prefer really ugly smucks to guys who arent so bad looking .. say like me. haha. anyways. as the conversation continued to lay its tracks. it was clear that the average joe on the net, when lookin for a girl normally has bad intentions. well they arent really bad, its still part of nature but still..

kay i'm talking about shagging.

and yes. i as a guy agree that guys surf the net when they look for girls, they look for shagging material. why u might ask? cus its easy on the eyes thats why. now i'm not saying that all guys on the net are perverted sons o bitches with only one thing on his dick[head]. thing is that when it came down to straight facts. yes. guys look for shag material first. then if that fails, it slowly moves towards ya know, that lovey dovey relationship. then if that fails too, then its friend-friend basis. after that it just keeps getting lower, like just-to-fill-my-phone-book friend and hiehiehowwayuokthankyoubye friends.

sounds real shitty and perverse?

its a fact. so face it.

its not that guys are jerkoffs. but hey. when it came down to business, thats how the mind works. thats how u get that 'shag girlfriend', or that 'potentialwife girlfriend', or even that 'omfgihaveaproblemhelpmee girlfriend'. i'm not trying to sound crude. cus to be frank, i myself dont really surf the ney for shag victims. i look for potential friend to bummwith and hopefully gf and if it really have to go down that path, shagfriend. ;p

so as a guy, i'm sorry for the girls who've been harrassed online sexually or threatened by a guy whos deprived. ;p its a badbad world. haha.

on an honest note, some guys are really nice. really. just that at times their pushed to that darkside which leads them offcourse.

try having an honest relationship with another only to find out he/she's sleeping with another, or even he/she's just using u for the moment. worst of their using u for the money. wouldnt that lead u to have a more aggressive totally non emotional type o relationship. jerks are jerks for a reason. either their natural borned or molded by no good bitches who've done him bad. like the saying;

'what goes around comes around'.

fuck yea.

life's a big bitch.

i watched 2 o kate hudson's shows earlier on astro.

i think she's uber hawt.

like gf material hawt. the way she smiles. cheeky glances not to mention wicked body.
see girls like that, i believe not in a million years id actually find one. girls like that only exist in movies. movies which are just too fucken good to be true. they lead u to believe that life is beautiful and just. which is hardly true i think. life is shit. depending on how u look at it. lumpy shit or diarrhoea kinda shit. mebbe those smoothnofeelrelieving shit. however u wanna look at it.

so fuckyea.

stop being such a bitch and fucking send me ur msn so i can start flirtin bitch! haha.

its been a fantabulous and demeaning week of pure absolute boredom. i spent all day just lying in bed waiting for food to be cooked and watch tv. yay i feel my life turning into a phase with much excitement. a phase filled with beautiful naps and also mindboggling tv watching. i feel fit just by slothing at home and not do a thing whilst sipping a highly sugar concentrated drink. ah. life couldnt be more brilliant than this.

if only that paragraph was true la.

KNNBCC!

im fuckin bored! or sien u say in chinese. sien sien sien. bored bored bored.

okay la. not so bad.

sorry to say, it finally hits me that i write or blog when i really feel angry or bored. either way, my blogs consist of mostly either pure hate or love. mostly hate anyways.

why all the hate suff. whyyy??

i dunno. why er?

do you really live a life filled with only hatred and angst?

i think so la. but not really. i dunno.

i shant talk abt how my college totally wasted my time coming there last wednesday.. fuckasss.

so whats been going on.. nothing much literally.

a week back my brother caught a thief right outside our house. interesting thing was that, my bro was on his way back to the house when he saw this dude creeping outta the drain and there were a bunch of people chasing him. so my bro did a stunt link move with the car and stopped the thief from running. apparently the thief stole a phone from a phoneshop and ran all the way here. i mean, fuck he stole the phone from the shop and ran fucking like sayy.. i dunno roughly 300 meters or so. dumbfuck threw the phone away after he was being chased. watta moron. anyways the owner of the shop chased after him with a bunch o people. the owner questioned the thief about the phone he stole then proceeded to beating the mofoko abit for his actions. the police later came and took the mofo away.

i gotta say though, seems like our community aint those lepak and watch type anymore. we've had enough of fucking snatch thieves and rapes. we take action. yargh! malaysia boleh!

i finished my second book from michean crichton. fuck i just love the way he writes. but his latest isnt so adrenaline pumpin like his others. another thing i really like about his writing is that, right at the end of the book he compiles all his references. which is really awesome to see how much this fella did research before writing. now thats a proper writer for ya. i've been rummaging around the house looking for another of his books. cus my dad says he bought one before. but i just cant find it. argh. hating this man. the rest of the books in my house are either romance novels bought by my mom. or some political shite and stuff. all totally not my kinda reading material. apparah!

apart from that, there isnt any good movies these days. i wanted to go for a movie run last wednesday while the pirce was still cheap. but seems like all the good movies have either ended or have yet to come out. i missed aeon flux. aiyaah. im waiting for ice age 2, pirates o the carabean 2, underworld 2. well okay la most of em are like sequels to already released movies. i just hope the storyline's good and not just for the sake of making a sequel.

family news consist of my parents heading off to france for the week. so now i am parentless at home. yay. sad thing i'm single. if not wee. shaggadelic baby yeaa. nah who am i kidding. its rather sad to admit but without em the house is more silent. more sad. more boredom. as though staying at home all day long isnt bad enough. now there isnt anyone to nag me to eat my food. haiyya. suckass.

laters.

crankeaeeyy

ya know.. im not sure if its a bad habit of mine or sumthing. but when i expect something from a person i really do expect to get it. might sound utterly snobbish. but fuck, i really do get pissed off if i dont. like this very instance or today u might say.

i just hate it when people dont reply ur msgs.

once okay la.

but twice.. getting on my nerve..

thrice.. ur a fuckhead.

and its doesnt help that i know that u have credit. so it kinda gives me a bad impression. bleh.

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i havent been out the house today. explains the bad temper. i dont wanna finish my book so soon, cus i know my dad's least gonna wait for a another week or so before giving me cash to buy a new one. if i wanna get a new book before then, then i gotta buy it with my own money. which i dont have. die la tambi.

i'm starting to become a pseudo-maniac with a need of lots and lots of attention.

goddamnit i've turned into a cranky sonofabitch. gees. i became a chick with PMS. noooooo..

somebody kill me now.

gloom

whilst uk are having one of the worst winters in the past 10 years. i gotta say, here in malaysia it aint any better. fucken weather's been all gloom for the past month or so. its so much similar that i could've easily mistaken the clouds for the ones in london. been rainin and raining in the evening, screws up most of my plans of eating out. shite. mind you that most of the day i normally spend staying at home to save money, now i save more cus im stuck at home too for dinner. bollocks.

stuck at home is seriously tormenting in every degree for me. i dont know about you guys. but i feel fat whenever i stay at home for long hours. okay fine, yea staying at home is normally the time you guys sloth around and just do nothing but when its overdone. gees. its seriously mindfucks you. argh.

make matters worst, i have this 'underground pimple' on my left cheek. i call it 'underground pimple' cus its not your normal pimple which you could just pop accidentally when you rub your face or something. this underground pimp is way below your epidermis, the dermis layer i think. if my high school science serves me right. its annoying cus as my research and experiment over the years have shown that, if you just leave it like your average pimple. it doesnt do shit. fuck it even gets worst or bigger. normal pimple just dies out o sumshit. this one gets more pumped and adds more mountanous effect on my face. as though the caverns and astroid hits arent enough. i really dont know how the fuck i get these weird pimples. their like a mosquito bit my face and suddenly infects the dormant pimple to become superly annoying mountanous underground pimps from hell.

fuck wei.

arghhh.

oh yea. rain also causes more mosquito's. niama pundek cibai.

speaking of mosquito's, theres this field nearby my house. people hardly use it anymore these days cus my area is basically filled with either really old people or too young for anything. so its normally empty half the time. i'm not sure either its like superbly good enviroment or sumthing, but fuck its like the hive of mosquitos. perfect habitat you might say. you can go there during the day when the suns literally on your head and still get bitten by thousands of mosquito's. i went there for like 5 minutes to accompany my friend for a smoke, i came back to the car with a map of johor on my leg thanks to the mosquitos. wattafuck is the government doing abt it wei. sheeesh. all that fuss about aedis and denggi fever shit. i really think if the government actually fog that field, half the population of mosquitos in this district would go down or sumthing.

i feel very grumpy at the moment.

football starting in like 2 minutes. must go find food first. very hungrehh.

lates.

anew

i was watching a show called 'the spanish apartment' earlier on. im not sure if its because they spoke spanish/french but i was so intrigued to watch it. they shows about this guy who's french but stays in barcelona to what looks like studying. what was kewl was that his house consisted of 6 people including him and all of them are from different parts of europe. 3 girls and 3 boys, spanish, brit, german, italian, dutch and french.

perhaps this show would be easier to relate to if you actually studied oversea's and had housemates from all over. i'm not trying to be 'poyo'/pretentious or anything but the show was really good.

it showed everything which could happen whilst one is studying oversea's. from your average stress of exams to girlfriend sleeping with other guys thing. but i guess what really took me was the fact that the story shows how the french dude slowly experience things and finally finds his true character. makes you think for a bit.

life's a fuckin journey which everyone has to take.
youd meet hundredss of people yet only some you'd actualy remember.
loves a bitter sweet moment which more than often leaves u feel utterly stupid, but in a good way.
maturity will come with time, depending on how u handle things.
we can never stick to one place, one time, one person, one thing without moving on, cus life's about progress.
avoid lust for it is bwaaad. ;D

last part the french fella said this quote which was really interesting..

'i am a foreigner amongst foreign people.'

nu yar la

gday.

its been a semi productive few days after new years. though i cant help the fact that my money is slowly seeping away everyday. it really sucks when suddenly u gotta face the fact that you dont have money coming in every month anymore. haiiyaaa!

been meeting up with people lately. mostly girls, well 2 of em to be accurate. haha. i met up with j on sunday for a movie - kingkong. it was alright, a word of advice to those who have yet to watch kong. bring a jacket if ur gonna watch it in a cinema, cus its 3 friggin hours plus and if u have a small bladder like i do, you'd end up going out for a piss mid way through. j's still the same i guess, nothing much changed abt her. still dresses the same and talks the same. but hey, were now just friends. though we parted ways right after the movie, so we didnt really sit down and chat. its all good. i like it this way. ;)

met up with ilee few hours back. she's still as gorgeous as she was when i last saw her, she lost weight though. rather skinny at some parts. it was really kewl that we'd still talk like how we used to a year back. my stories and hers are very easily related too. but we did get weird stares from old uncles cus we're laughing out loud most of the time. she still has that funky fashion sense.

hopefully tomorrow i'd meet up with krystal for lunch. that perempuan forever has some issue to be settled with or some emo story to tell. haha. we'll just wait for tomorrow.

i'm kinda liking how things are abit now. like i mentioned before, all the people i'm close with are back. i'm slowly getting used to being at home 24/7. its a slow start but a good one for 2006. ;)

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my official results are out last week. but for some unknown reason, i cant see mine cus they blocked it. i received a letter like a week later stating that i owed the uni money, thats why their not releasing my results. yesterday i went and deposited the money and called em up. apparently i can only come and collect my results on the same day current students start their semester or register. so looks like i'll only get my result by next week.

aihh.

after that, i can slowly sort out abt my work. transportation and what not. i really need to start working cus i'm starting to get bored and broke. being stuck at home with no money is a killer.

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oh hey. i got so pissed with my hair today that i went and cut it. eheee

now my hair's short. like spikey/messy short. no more beatles hairdo. oh well.

dont know what else to write about. mebbe laters. ;D bye