*hawt topic*

behold! read em and weep.

though it *pains me (;D) to say these words. but dear, i cant just let the fire go out so easily.. haha~!

quoted from your own post;

'what the hell is wrong being gay ? or dating a gay ? what's wrong with gays / lesbians / bi's ? hello ? their just dating somebody of the same sex . what's so wrong with that ? whatever happened to love is blind .'

is it not you girl, that kept on saying that you are not gay? that you are straight? that you liked guys? yet now im reading about you defending the rights to be gay. which side of the coin are you?

dont you even notice that your truely confused from the beginning. you look for manly qualities in a woman. though you describe your love to her so purely and honestly yet you hide it from reality. should i tell mommy about this? wee~! that'll be a field day for her wouldnt it?

come on, get back on the right track will ya? suck on some dicks for god sake. ;P haha okay less on that last statement will ya. would be damned if later posts reveal that your pregnant. Aiee~! the troubles you go throughh.. always bring rubber aights *winks*

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your quoted article on beaten homo's. though cruel lemme put it in a more nicer view.

imagine your a father, and your son turned gay. first you try to persuade him to fuck some females, but to no avail he still want more butts. so after long hours, negotiations still isnt going anywhere. so you get frustrated. decide to use a wee lil force, well he is a man isnt he? a lil smack on the head should give him some sense. but then, he retaliates and utterly describes his loooove for butts.

so suddenly you go into this psycho maniac state where all the anger and frustration kept inside you explodes. you smacked him a wee too hard.

ooops.. ;D

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it is natural to be with the opposite sex. that is my case.

how would you react if your son/daughter later asks both you moms/dads where he came from? test tubes? come on.

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actually, i'm out of words to say to ya. cos i've said all that i could in the past. ;D so girl, i'm letting ya ride this one out. gimme a *blow when your done ;D

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oh btw, i'm keeping my hair long. what say you?

sick

*cough*

i fucking hate being sick. dont you just get irritated, just when your feeling good you fall sick.

argh.

anyways. havent gained much lately, just started reading on my 3rd Dan Brown Book; Deception Point. pretty good so far.

a fellow friend o mine decided to write about 'sins o becomin a lesb'. she talked about the bible and religion view on homosexuality. yada yada yada.. girl do you really wanna know my point of view on things? ;)

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i think i'll keep it to myself for now. it'll only make you feel more depressed and fragile. ehhehehe.

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blog later. havin fun reading on the current *hawt topic.

joy joy

'Science may have alleviated the miseries of disease and drudgery and provided an array of gadgetry for our entertainment and convenience, but it has left us in a world without wonder. Our sunsets have been reduced to wavelengths and frequencies. The complexities of the universe have been shredded into mathematical equations. Even our self-worth as human beings has been destroyed. Science proclaims that Planet Earth and its inhabitants are a meaningless speck in the grand scheme. A cosmic accident. Even the technology that promises to unite us, divides us. Each of us is now electronically connected to the globe, and yet we feel utterly alone. We are bombarded with violence, division, fracture, and betrayal. Skepticism has become a virtue. Cynicism and demand for proof has become enlightened thought. Is it any wonder that humans now feel more depressed and defeated than they have at any point in human history? Does science hold anything sacred? Science looks for answers by probing our unborn fetuses. Science even presumes to rearrange our own DNA. It shatters God's world into smaller and smaller pieces in quest for meaning ... and all it finds is more questions.'

Chapter 94. Page 379. Line 9.
Angels & Demons.

finally finished reading the book on thursday, a wee bit on the slow side but who cares. now i'm reading Deception Point.

heh. i've become addicted to Dan Browns writing. wee~!

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its confirmed, i'll be building a 'Robot Surveyer' for my final project. signed the contract last thursday.

its a remote controlled robot which has a camera which gives live video feed on where the robot is going. the camera can also be turned 360 degrees to see its surrounding. thats just the basic features. will be adding more later.

i'll upload the blueprints when i'm done drawing em alrights..

aint it cool to be an engineer? haha. suck balls accountants!

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anyway. good news for me. nyeh nyeh nyeh~!

as you guys might have read earlier about me ranting on my soon-to-be trip to UK mid this year, well things have turned out better. how you might ask?

well now, its not only gonna be a trip to the UK. its gonna include trip to Italy as well! wooohooo~! 3 weeks of absolutle Europe~!

just gotten the green light from me mums. love her to bits for letting me go~! yay~!

shit i just sounded like a 12 year old girl.

oh well. now aint you guys envious? hahah.

me > london > italy > london > m'sia.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAAHA~!

project

hey guys.

i'm still in college so nothing much to rant about. still the same ol' same ol' around here.

fuck.

i tried installing msn on my com lab pc's. those fuckernicians placed some protection program which disallows me to install things on the pc's. meh.

anyways. gotten quite a headache trying to figure out what to build for my final project. the dateline's tomorrow and still we're lacking in 1 more idea. we need least 3 proposals. sigh.

proposed projects are as below.

- computer controlled car with live camera feed.
- computer controlled robot. functions still unknown.

my idea's of creating a robot kamasutra master got shot down by my partner. sob sob. he said its gonna take to many engines. plus our resources are limited. ah the agony of not being a multibillionaire. hehe

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few days back my lecturer asked me what's my ambition, said i wanna be an entrepreneur selling satelites.

haha. seriously, i'd love too if i have the cash to do so later in life. just imagine 1 satelite will cost least about few millions.

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i just love my classes so far, their so project based. like totally really kewl. finally get the feel of studying like a real fuckingineer. hehe jk. just hope that my studies doesnt capsize at the very last minute.

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tomorrow's classes are a killer. 8am straight till 9.30pm. yap you read right, thats a total of 13 and a half of goddamn studying. but i have a 2 hour break in between so i guess its alrite. make it 11 and a half hours of studying then. eheee.

cant wait for fridays. mmm.

short post

in college now.

supposed to be researching on projects. but then again. knowing me. hehe.

guess what guys, my appeal for extra class got accepted. so now i'm still on track to graduate end o this year.

YIPPIEE~!!!

anyhow. classes so far are kewl. i like my timetable. mm hmm. feel like a lil school kid..

but where are the hawt freshies? DAMNIT~!

dizzy?

i'm currently in a state where average people would just sleep it over. but then again when was i ever normal..

just got back home from futsol, yamcha and watching a ghost movie.

after a whole 3 weeks staying at home. it has definelty took its toll on me. i told you guys before that i've gained weight, well now its gotten from bad to worst as my fitness level has now decrease to a shameful depth. gotta work on that. gotta work on that. i'm not gonna look like a fucking tub-o-lard once more. one time is enough.

seriously, it only took like 10 minutes before i was seeing stars. everytime the ball went on the opposing side i'd put my hand on my knee's to take my breath. that almost went about till the last 15 minutes of the game.

fuck me. i'm going jogging!

meh!

after futsol, its almost customary to have drinks. so we went yamcha. i was poofed tired. so plans were to head home till a friend called asking me to join in to watch a ghost movie..

the unborn.

well actually what i heard on the phone was 'ambun'. he said it was thai. so when i reached his house and asked wtf is 'ambun' about, he laughed his ass of for a good 5 minutes. anyway. from the titles, it seriously sounded spooky not to mention the very graphic title menu (its a dvd).

well the story went on about this girl, who got beaten to a pulp by this druglord because she sold drugs for an irrational price.

imagine: 3 pills for 1 baht.

you cuntface moron of a bitch, how the fuck could you be so damn stupidd? 3 for 1 baht? thats cheaper that gum dammit!

pardon my french, well. if i was the druglord i'll bitchslap her too. anyways, she got thrown into the river because of that. which she later wakes up in a hospital. from here on the haunting begins..

it started in the toilet where she was about to take some drugs, suddenly the whole toilet was filled with water. she almost drowned and she saw the ghost. *dum dum dum~!* this i would call, the first meeting.

woooo.. makes ya wanna watch the show innit?

after long-abletomakeawomenreachmonopause period she soon finds out more and more about the ghost. plus more and more haunting..

there were moments where the ghost would appear to be very fond of the toilet, as she keeps on appearing in em. my bet was to stay away frm toilets and pee in bottles. but would the girl listen to me? fuck no. meh.

so the story slowly builds up. with now more people believing her. more close-up encounters with the ghost. then suddenly..



i fell asleep. i woke up just in time to see the credits. wee~! gotta love ghost movies.


now i wanna go sleep. bye~!